I was previously a member of "Debatepolitics" but they had some technical problem which wrecked their cookies. I tries three times, after which I concluded the didn't really want me.

The forum before that, I was hunted down by moderators for being a pedophile (which is technically true.) Moderators never actually said it, but from the user side it was pretty obvious.

The same thing probably just happened on the forum I'm leaving. Word got around and the word was the poisonous one "Pedophile."

Now I don't expect anyone to forget my confession. I have a character fault (sexual attraction to young girls) and I will talk about if it's relevant.

But I'd like to be judged by my conduct. I'm sometimes combative, but I fight fair. When some point interests me, I will put in time to research and I also make lists and tables for others to judge for themselves. If I'm proven wrong, I am gracious about it instead of muddying the waters.

If you can forgive my character fault, I think you'll find me good company.  :)

No one cares.

Marla wrote on Sep 18^th, 2024 at 4:26am:

No one cares.

when you are a walter mitty like marla who is in pain due to a meaningless life, all you care about is pot to numb the pain of a worthless existence  :'( :'( :'(

aquascoot wrote on Sep 18^th, 2024 at 5:09am:

when you are a walter mitty like marla who is in pain due to a meaningless life, all you care about is pot to numb the pain of a worthless existence  :'( :'( :'(

https://m.media-amazon.com/images/I/715AQeKgnxL._AC_UF1000,1000_QL80_.jpg

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 18^th, 2024 at 3:39am:

I was previously a member of "Debatepolitics" but they had some technical problem which wrecked their cookies. I tries three times, after which I concluded the didn't really want me. The forum before that, I was hunted down by moderators for being a pedophile (which is technically true.) Moderators never actually said it, but from the user side it was pretty obvious. The same thing probably just happened on the forum I'm leaving. Word got around and the word was the poisonous one "Pedophile." Now I don't expect anyone to forget my confession. I have a character fault (sexual attraction to young girls) and I will talk about if it's relevant. But I'd like to be judged by my conduct. I'm sometimes combative, but I fight fair. When some point interests me, I will put in time to research and I also make lists and tables for others to judge for themselves. If I'm proven wrong, I am gracious about it instead of muddying the waters. If you can forgive my character fault, I think you'll find me good company.  :)

Is this some kind of sick joke?

We don't want pedos here.    >:(

Bobby. wrote on Sep 18^th, 2024 at 6:30am:

We don't want pedos here.    >:(

Then why are you here, Blooby?

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 18^th, 2024 at 3:39am:

I was previously a member of "Debatepolitics" but they had some technical problem which wrecked their cookies. I tries three times, after which I concluded the didn't really want me. The forum before that, I was hunted down by moderators for being a pedophile (which is technically true.) Moderators never actually said it, but from the user side it was pretty obvious. The same thing probably just happened on the forum I'm leaving. Word got around and the word was the poisonous one "Pedophile." Now I don't expect anyone to forget my confession. I have a character fault (sexual attraction to young girls) and I will talk about if it's relevant. But I'd like to be judged by my conduct. I'm sometimes combative, but I fight fair. When some point interests me, I will put in time to research and I also make lists and tables for others to judge for themselves. If I'm proven wrong, I am gracious about it instead of muddying the waters. If you can forgive my character fault, I think you'll find me good company.  :)

Your arrival and self-exposure has caused Grappler and Gordon to have erections in each others' presence.

Chez Gordon and Gordonism awaits you with tumescent excitement.

Laugh till you cry wrote on Sep 18^th, 2024 at 12:00pm:

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 18th, 2024 at 3:39am: I was previously a member of "Debatepolitics" but they had some technical problem which wrecked their cookies. I tries three times, after which I concluded the didn't really want me. The forum before that, I was hunted down by moderators for being a pedophile (which is technically true.) Moderators never actually said it, but from the user side it was pretty obvious. The same thing probably just happened on the forum I'm leaving. Word got around and the word was the poisonous one "Pedophile." Now I don't expect anyone to forget my confession. I have a character fault (sexual attraction to young girls) and I will talk about if it's relevant. But I'd like to be judged by my conduct. I'm sometimes combative, but I fight fair. When some point interests me, I will put in time to research and I also make lists and tables for others to judge for themselves. If I'm proven wrong, I am gracious about it instead of muddying the waters. If you can forgive my character fault, I think you'll find me good company.  :) Your arrival and self-exposure has caused Grappler and Gordon to have erections in each others' presence. Chez Gordon and Gordonism awaits you with tumescent excitement.

You need a good Israeli import pager or two.

Let's give this character a fair trial first - then hang .....

How OLD are these 'young girls'?  Marla's 45 and anorexic from that picture... suffers from Anorexic Sockism... there's a Quoven of Suvven Queenlunders here - all masquerading as individuals when they are socks...

https://static8.depositphotos.com/1386061/896/i/450/depositphotos_8963639-stock-photo-handsome-nerdy-adult-using-a.jpg

Marla wrote on Sep 18^th, 2024 at 6:04am:

aquascoot wrote on Sep 18th, 2024 at 5:09am: when you are a walter mitty like marla who is in pain due to a meaningless life, all you care about is pot to numb the pain of a worthless existence  :'( :'( :'( https://m.media-amazon.com/images/I/715AQeKgnxL._AC_UF1000,1000_QL80_.jpg

I don't think aquascoot's post is an example of a word salad; it's savage socio-economic ideology** is clear enough.

**aquascoot has zero understanding of macroeconomic dysfunction - and the social disadvantage which mainstream neoclassical orthodoxy causes, as noted by Steve Keen in the MMT thread:

https://www.ozpolitic.com/forum/YaBB.pl?num=1645944963/new

#973

btw, the guy in France admits to being a rapist, a bit like our new correspondent who admits to being a paedophile...do they deserve 'understanding' and rectification in prison?  And was the protagonist  in 'Lolita' a paedophile, when we were all fascinated by his story, resulting in state censorship of the book in several countries?

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 18^th, 2024 at 3:39am:

I was previously a member of "Debatepolitics" but they had some technical problem which wrecked their cookies. I tries three times, after which I concluded the didn't really want me. The forum before that, I was hunted down by moderators for being a pedophile (which is technically true.) Moderators never actually said it, but from the user side it was pretty obvious. The same thing probably just happened on the forum I'm leaving. Word got around and the word was the poisonous one "Pedophile." Now I don't expect anyone to forget my confession. I have a character fault (sexual attraction to young girls) and I will talk about if it's relevant. But I'd like to be judged by my conduct. I'm sometimes combative, but I fight fair. When some point interests me, I will put in time to research and I also make lists and tables for others to judge for themselves. If I'm proven wrong, I am gracious about it instead of muddying the waters. If you can forgive my character fault, I think you'll find me good company.  :)

FutureTheLeftWant? That you??

Marla wrote on Sep 18^th, 2024 at 6:04am:

aquascoot wrote on Sep 18th, 2024 at 5:09am: when you are a walter mitty like marla who is in pain due to a meaningless life, all you care about is pot to numb the pain of a worthless existence  :'( :'( :'( https://m.media-amazon.com/images/I/715AQeKgnxL._AC_UF1000,1000_QL80_.jpg

word salad?
really?

i'll spell it out for you

the only reason to use pot is to numb the pain of your realisation you are a loser

is that clear enough for you, walter mitty

aquascoot wrote on Sep 19^th, 2024 at 12:53pm:

Marla wrote on Sep 18th, 2024 at 6:04am: aquascoot wrote on Sep 18th, 2024 at 5:09am: when you are a walter mitty like marla who is in pain due to a meaningless life, all you care about is pot to numb the pain of a worthless existence  :'( :'( :'( https://m.media-amazon.com/images/I/715AQeKgnxL._AC_UF1000,1000_QL80_.jpg word salad? really? i'll spell it out for you the only reason to use pot is to numb the pain of your realisation you are a loser is that clear enough for you, walter mitty

See #9; that's not the only reason to use pot...I once 'saw' (in a vision) the score of a piece of music, while listening to the music...the high notes had a special 'sparkle' on the imaginary score .....

But yes, pot can be abused, and is probably best avoided for its potential 'bad trips'...

thegreatdivide wrote on Sep 19^th, 2024 at 1:02pm:

aquascoot wrote on Sep 19th, 2024 at 12:53pm: Marla wrote on Sep 18th, 2024 at 6:04am: aquascoot wrote on Sep 18th, 2024 at 5:09am: when you are a walter mitty like marla who is in pain due to a meaningless life, all you care about is pot to numb the pain of a worthless existence  :'( :'( :'( https://m.media-amazon.com/images/I/715AQeKgnxL._AC_UF1000,1000_QL80_.jpg word salad? really? i'll spell it out for you the only reason to use pot is to numb the pain of your realisation you are a loser is that clear enough for you, walter mitty See #9; that's not the only reason to use pot...I once 'saw' (in a vision) the score of a piece of music, while listening to the music...the high notes had a special 'sparkle' on the imaginary score ..... But yes, pot can be abused, and is probably best avoided for its potential 'bad trips'...

 

you could probably meditate or get a similar effect from breath work or ice plunges.

pot , alcohol, sugary foods, porn, gaming, scrolling , are all activities that give 'relief" from a painful mental state whilst reducing focus , passion and self discipline

i doubt anyone ever feels more 'awesome" about their life after engaging in any of them.
they are designed to keep you from connecting to source energy and reaching your potential

absolutley go sit in nature at a waterfall and do some day dreaming

if you are sitting there and you need to pull out your phone, drink grog, have a cone, have a coke, watch porn or play on your nintendo, you are corrupting the experience

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 18^th, 2024 at 3:39am:

I was previously a member of "Debatepolitics" but they had some technical problem which wrecked their cookies. I tries three times, after which I concluded the didn't really want me. The forum before that, I was hunted down by moderators for being a pedophile (which is technically true.) Moderators never actually said it, but from the user side it was pretty obvious. The same thing probably just happened on the forum I'm leaving. Word got around and the word was the poisonous one "Pedophile." Now I don't expect anyone to forget my confession. I have a character fault (sexual attraction to young girls) and I will talk about if it's relevant. But I'd like to be judged by my conduct. I'm sometimes combative, but I fight fair. When some point interests me, I will put in time to research and I also make lists and tables for others to judge for themselves. If I'm proven wrong, I am gracious about it instead of muddying the waters. If you can forgive my character fault, I think you'll find me good company.  :)

We thank you for your honesty, wether you are just trolling for sick fun and reactions or not.
But you should know that by your honest and I will add, honourable admission towards doing the right thing. That there is a big difference between being a Paedophile and being an Ex-Paedophile.
The fact that you admit that you still are, shows us that you still think its 'ok' to commit not just a legal crime, but in essence a wrong-doing/behaviour in so many other ways.

Thus, you really don't deserve any lee-way or acceptance here.
Being bad is making a mistake, but learning from it not to do it again.
Being EVIL is knowing its wrong, but being happy to keep doing it.

So, besides you just being another Peccary-sock-puppet trying to Trump up his Trolling failures?

I would have to put my hand up and say that you should be AUTOMATICALLY BANNED INDEFINITELY FROM THIS FORUM.
No Lefty victimhood card to use. No 'second chance' (because you are not an 'ex' paedophile).

You should really put yourself in solitary confinement for about 5 years for a total 'cleansing' by SENSORY/STIMULATION DEPRIVATION.
There, you might come back out having forgotten who you were and why you went in, in the first place. Cured! ;)


My verdict: TOTAL AUTOMATIC PERMANENT BAN.

I don't know why anyone over the age of 18 would confess to being a pedophile. Did we not have a crush in our past, when we were younger? And if we had thoughts of having that underage crush permeate in our minds when we are adults, is it all that troubling to our self worth?

Marla wrote on Sep 18^th, 2024 at 6:04am:

aquascoot wrote on Sep 18th, 2024 at 5:09am: when you are a walter mitty like marla who is in pain due to a meaningless life, all you care about is pot to numb the pain of a worthless existence  :'( :'( :'( https://m.media-amazon.com/images/I/715AQeKgnxL._AC_UF1000,1000_QL80_.jpg

No word salad - a precise description - if in fact this Marla is a genuine character.

aquascoot wrote on Sep 19^th, 2024 at 1:17pm:

thegreatdivide wrote on Sep 19th, 2024 at 1:02pm: aquascoot wrote on Sep 19th, 2024 at 12:53pm: Marla wrote on Sep 18th, 2024 at 6:04am: aquascoot wrote on Sep 18th, 2024 at 5:09am: when you are a walter mitty like marla who is in pain due to a meaningless life, all you care about is pot to numb the pain of a worthless existence  :'( :'( :'( https://m.media-amazon.com/images/I/715AQeKgnxL._AC_UF1000,1000_QL80_.jpg word salad? really? i'll spell it out for you the only reason to use pot is to numb the pain of your realisation you are a loser is that clear enough for you, walter mitty See #9; that's not the only reason to use pot...I once 'saw' (in a vision) the score of a piece of music, while listening to the music...the high notes had a special 'sparkle' on the imaginary score ..... But yes, pot can be abused, and is probably best avoided for its potential 'bad trips'...   you could probably meditate or get a similar effect from breath work or ice plunges. pot , alcohol, sugary foods, porn, gaming, scrolling , are all activities that give 'relief" from a painful mental state whilst reducing focus , passion and self discipline i doubt anyone ever feels more 'awesome" about their life after engaging in any of them. they are designed to keep you from connecting to source energy and reaching your potential absolutley go sit in nature at a waterfall and do some day dreaming if you are sitting there and you need to pull out your phone, drink grog, have a cone, have a coke, watch porn or play on your nintendo, you are corrupting the experience

Classic  aquascoot  ignorance:

1. You remain blind to your savage socio-economic ideology (which blames the victims of poverty, when mainstream neoclassical voodoo 'economics' is a major cause (aka the 'dismal science',  despite our world of plenty); 

2.  getting a glimpse of what Bach experienced when he wrote the score of his D minor keyboard concerto - plucking the score out of the 'ether' while hearing the music in his head for the first time without it being performed by an actual orchestra,  was  indeed an awesome experience...different people might have different awesone experiences...

3. nature is awesome too  ("the sounding cataracts haunted me like a passion...": Wordsworth);  but the effect of certain substances on the brain ought to be examined and understood by scientists.   

Bobby. wrote on Sep 18^th, 2024 at 6:30am:

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 18th, 2024 at 3:39am: I was previously a member of "Debatepolitics" but they had some technical problem which wrecked their cookies. I tries three times, after which I concluded the didn't really want me. The forum before that, I was hunted down by moderators for being a pedophile (which is technically true.) Moderators never actually said it, but from the user side it was pretty obvious. The same thing probably just happened on the forum I'm leaving. Word got around and the word was the poisonous one "Pedophile." Now I don't expect anyone to forget my confession. I have a character fault (sexual attraction to young girls) and I will talk about if it's relevant. But I'd like to be judged by my conduct. I'm sometimes combative, but I fight fair. When some point interests me, I will put in time to research and I also make lists and tables for others to judge for themselves. If I'm proven wrong, I am gracious about it instead of muddying the waters. If you can forgive my character fault, I think you'll find me good company.  :) Is this some kind of sick joke? We don't want pedos here.    >:(

Pretty much nobody wants pedos, but you can imagine the kinds of sites which tolerate pedos.

Maybe I should go there, where the spot price of a kidnapped child is around $50 thou, or if I choose the child and get someone to deliver them, maybe $150 thou.

Would you prefer that? Would it make you feel more morally superior, that you couldn't tolerate a pedo to talk to over a beer?

Social isolation of pedos who are honest (or stupid) enough to admit to their inclinations, is precisely why children get abused. It is stupid, inhumane and counter-productive to marginalize people just because they admit to a sexual inclination. That's just lowering their quality of life, and making prison less abhorrent.

Keep me away from your children by all means. That is perfectly understandable: you consider me a higher risk than a priest or a scout master. But are your children here?

If your children ARE here, I have my own doubts. Maybe you're not the sort of person I should be chatting with.

Grappler Truth Teller Feller wrote on Sep 19^th, 2024 at 10:12am:

Let's give this character a fair trial first - then hang ..... How OLD are these 'young girls'?  Marla's 45 and anorexic from that picture... suffers from Anorexic Sockism... there's a Quoven of Suvven Queenlunders here - all masquerading as individuals when they are socks...

I'm not very interested in the board politics at this time. Like I said, I'm new.

It is useful to know that the board has no defense against sock puppets. I will bear this in mind if I'm viciously attacked (eg doxxed) and the same poster is back under another name.

I spent some time on /b back in the day. I learned that total honesty is the best defense.

thegreatdivide wrote on Sep 19^th, 2024 at 12:41pm:

btw, the guy in France admits to being a rapist, a bit like our new correspondent who admits to being a paedophile...do they deserve 'understanding' and rectification in prison?  And was the protagonist  in 'Lolita' a paedophile, when we were all fascinated by his story, resulting in state censorship of the book in several countries?

Humbert Humbert (protagonist of Lolita) was certainly a pedophile. There are passages describing his first sexual encounter, as an actual child. That his attraction to Lolita could be called "ephebophilia" because she was a teenager from the start, has to be taken in light of his (fictional) first encounter.

Also (if you've read the book) note that HH has a relationship with a woman after he is deprived of Lolita.

This accords with my own experience: though I am attracted to girl children, it's not my only attraction. The few times I've had sex are with four different women and three different men. None of them were in any sense children, though one was a virgin.

It is massive bad luck that my main attraction is to underage girls. I would change that if I could, but it's founded pretty deep in my childhood. But luckily for me I also feel attraction to men and women. I have options which don't involve getting tortured in prison.

aquascoot wrote on Sep 19^th, 2024 at 12:53pm:

the only reason to use pot is to numb the pain of your realisation you are a loser

Off topic, but under the header Chat I can give my own opinion on POT.

Pot is better than booze. You have less hang-over and you're less likely to get violent.

If one was legal and the other banned, I would certainly say that pot should be legal.

Jasin wrote on Sep 19^th, 2024 at 3:41pm:

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 18th, 2024 at 3:39am: I was previously a member of "Debatepolitics" but they had some technical problem which wrecked their cookies. I tries three times, after which I concluded the didn't really want me. The forum before that, I was hunted down by moderators for being a pedophile (which is technically true.) Moderators never actually said it, but from the user side it was pretty obvious. The same thing probably just happened on the forum I'm leaving. Word got around and the word was the poisonous one "Pedophile." Now I don't expect anyone to forget my confession. I have a character fault (sexual attraction to young girls) and I will talk about if it's relevant. But I'd like to be judged by my conduct. I'm sometimes combative, but I fight fair. When some point interests me, I will put in time to research and I also make lists and tables for others to judge for themselves. If I'm proven wrong, I am gracious about it instead of muddying the waters. If you can forgive my character fault, I think you'll find me good company.  :) We thank you for your honesty, wether you are just trolling for sick fun and reactions or not. But you should know that by your honest and I will add, honourable admission towards doing the right thing. That there is a big difference between being a Paedophile and being an Ex-Paedophile. The fact that you admit that you still are, shows us that you still think its 'ok' to commit not just a legal crime, but in essence a wrong-doing/behaviour in so many other ways.

No, you are simply wrong about what a "pedophile" is. You think it means an offender, someone who acts on their urges.

I do no act on my urges, and I will not call myself an "ex-pedophile" to please you. You're demanding that I change my urges, that I somehow be cured of liking what I like.

And for the record, Australian law was changed decades ago to make it illegal to look at child pornography. I destroyed my whole stash of child porn, at considerable cost to my own archives of non-sexual material. Stuff I wrote online, stuff I wrote to someday maybe put online, funny meme pics. Some of it on iMacs, some on PC's, even some on Amiga. I opened up the hard disks, extracted the platters, then I soaked ground them with my belt sander to remove any varnish, and obliterated the content with Hydrochloric Acid. Then I cut the platters up and disposed of them a bit at a time. I have no intention of going to prison for something which was legal at the time.



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Thus, you really don't deserve any lee-way or acceptance here. Being bad is making a mistake, but learning from it not to do it again. Being EVIL is knowing its wrong, but being happy to keep doing it.

So your objection is religious.

Try going to your priest and telling them you've realized that sexual attraction to the opposite gender is a sin. See what kind of useful guidance you get, to change your sexual attraction.

They will tell you to pray. Ha smacking ha.


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So, besides you just being another Peccary-sock-puppet trying to Trump up his Trolling failures? I would have to put my hand up and say that you should be AUTOMATICALLY BANNED INDEFINITELY FROM THIS FORUM. No Lefty victimhood card to use. No 'second chance' (because you are not an 'ex' paedophile). You should really put yourself in solitary confinement for about 5 years for a total 'cleansing' by SENSORY/STIMULATION DEPRIVATION. There, you might come back out having forgotten who you were and why you went in, in the first place. Cured! ;) My verdict: TOTAL AUTOMATIC PERMANENT BAN.

Snot nosed tard trying to lecture the professor. You know nothing about this subject, you're out of your depth, and you're shouting like an idiot.

UnSubRocky wrote on Sep 19^th, 2024 at 4:11pm:

I don't know why anyone over the age of 18 would confess to being a pedophile. Did we not have a crush in our past, when we were younger? And if we had thoughts of having that underage crush permeate in our minds when we are adults, is it all that troubling to our self worth?

Actually I think you're close to the truth.

I think I had a sexual experience before the age of five. With another child, probably. There is an uncle (my father's older brother) who was banished from the family before I could form any memories of him. My memories only go back to age 5, so whatever it was probably happened before then.

It is extremely common in offending pedophiles, that they were sexually abused in early childhood. NON-offending pedophiles are a huge empty space in research. But quite likely they also had precocious sexual experiences, or were outright abused.

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 19^th, 2024 at 8:40pm:

Bobby. wrote on Sep 18th, 2024 at 6:30am: Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 18th, 2024 at 3:39am: I was previously a member of "Debatepolitics" but they had some technical problem which wrecked their cookies. I tries three times, after which I concluded the didn't really want me. The forum before that, I was hunted down by moderators for being a pedophile (which is technically true.) Moderators never actually said it, but from the user side it was pretty obvious. The same thing probably just happened on the forum I'm leaving. Word got around and the word was the poisonous one "Pedophile." Now I don't expect anyone to forget my confession. I have a character fault (sexual attraction to young girls) and I will talk about if it's relevant. But I'd like to be judged by my conduct. I'm sometimes combative, but I fight fair. When some point interests me, I will put in time to research and I also make lists and tables for others to judge for themselves. If I'm proven wrong, I am gracious about it instead of muddying the waters. If you can forgive my character fault, I think you'll find me good company.  :) Is this some kind of sick joke? We don't want pedos here.    >:( Pretty much nobody wants pedos, but you can imagine the kinds of sites which tolerate pedos. Maybe I should go there, where the spot price of a kidnapped child is around $50 thou, or if I choose the child and get someone to deliver them, maybe $150 thou. Would you prefer that? Would it make you feel more morally superior, that you couldn't tolerate a pedo to talk to over a beer? Social isolation of pedos who are honest (or stupid) enough to admit to their inclinations, is precisely why children get abused. It is stupid, inhumane and counter-productive to marginalize people just because they admit to a sexual inclination. That's just lowering their quality of life, and making prison less abhorrent. Keep me away from your children by all means. That is perfectly understandable: you consider me a higher risk than a priest or a scout master. But are your children here? If your children ARE here, I have my own doubts. Maybe you're not the sort of person I should be chatting with.

What would the Judge at Fort Grant have done with you?


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lZTe-_yqmhQ

I know pedophiles are hated. Honest people who don't have a pedophile in their family, or among their friends, want "pre-emptive justice" because they think every pedophile is a bad risk of becoming an offending pedophile.

Ironically, this creates a huge hidden problem. People who are suspected of being a pedophile, are driven out of home and driven out of work.

The less a person has to live for, the less it bothers them that they may be killed or sent to prison.

Irrational hate of people for their inclinations, marginalizes them and makes them MORE likely to commit a crime.

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 19^th, 2024 at 9:54pm:

I know pedophiles are hated. Honest people who don't have a pedophile in their family, or among their friends, want "pre-emptive justice" because they think every pedophile is a bad risk of becoming an offending pedophile. Ironically, this creates a huge hidden problem. People who are suspected of being a pedophile, are driven out of home and driven out of work. The less a person has to live for, the less it bothers them that they may be killed or sent to prison. Irrational hate of people for their inclinations, marginalizes them and makes them MORE likely to commit a crime.

You need to watch the movie called - hang em high.

Bobby. wrote on Sep 19^th, 2024 at 10:18pm:

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 19th, 2024 at 9:54pm: I know pedophiles are hated. Honest people who don't have a pedophile in their family, or among their friends, want "pre-emptive justice" because they think every pedophile is a bad risk of becoming an offending pedophile. Ironically, this creates a huge hidden problem. People who are suspected of being a pedophile, are driven out of home and driven out of work. The less a person has to live for, the less it bothers them that they may be killed or sent to prison. Irrational hate of people for their inclinations, marginalizes them and makes them MORE likely to commit a crime. You need to watch the movie called - hang em high.

True, I need to watch more Westerns. And I do like Clint Eastwood.

On the other hand, I think Westerns created the US gun culture, which is bad in every way.

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 19^th, 2024 at 9:35pm:

UnSubRocky wrote on Sep 19th, 2024 at 4:11pm: I don't know why anyone over the age of 18 would confess to being a pedophile. Did we not have a crush in our past, when we were younger? And if we had thoughts of having that underage crush permeate in our minds when we are adults, is it all that troubling to our self worth? Actually I think you're close to the truth. I think I had a sexual experience before the age of five. With another child, probably. There is an uncle (my father's older brother) who was banished from the family before I could form any memories of him. My memories only go back to age 5, so whatever it was probably happened before then. It is extremely common in offending pedophiles, that they were sexually abused in early childhood. NON-offending pedophiles are a huge empty space in research. But quite likely they also had precocious sexual experiences, or were outright abused.

I was harassed by a pederast in my youth. He was a Vietnam veteran. Let's just say that he caused enough chaotic problems that Shaolwater Bay residents no longer think of him.

As for your repressed memories, you need to start to live a little.

Bobby. wrote on Sep 19^th, 2024 at 10:18pm:

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 19th, 2024 at 9:54pm: I know pedophiles are hated. Honest people who don't have a pedophile in their family, or among their friends, want "pre-emptive justice" because they think every pedophile is a bad risk of becoming an offending pedophile. Ironically, this creates a huge hidden problem. People who are suspected of being a pedophile, are driven out of home and driven out of work. The less a person has to live for, the less it bothers them that they may be killed or sent to prison. Irrational hate of people for their inclinations, marginalizes them and makes them MORE likely to commit a crime. You need to watch the movie called - hang em high.

You need to watch the tv series "24".

UnSubRocky wrote on Sep 19^th, 2024 at 10:36pm:

Bobby. wrote on Sep 19th, 2024 at 10:18pm: Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 19th, 2024 at 9:54pm: I know pedophiles are hated. Honest people who don't have a pedophile in their family, or among their friends, want "pre-emptive justice" because they think every pedophile is a bad risk of becoming an offending pedophile. Ironically, this creates a huge hidden problem. People who are suspected of being a pedophile, are driven out of home and driven out of work. The less a person has to live for, the less it bothers them that they may be killed or sent to prison. Irrational hate of people for their inclinations, marginalizes them and makes them MORE likely to commit a crime. You need to watch the movie called - hang em high. You need to watch the tv series "24".

nahh - but just remember -

when you hang a man you better look at him.

The confession in the first post was a huge drunk mistake.

I woke up the next day thinking "you posted a confession to a site which told you it wasn't secure. Haters have your IP address."

But there's this: if someone confesses to their urge to kill Albanese, everyone just laughs. We know they're not going to get a gun, go to some public event, and take a shot at the PM.

If people just looked after their own kids, they would have zero to fear from people like me. I'm not a teacher, or a pastor, or a youth leader (though of course you should be careful of all those.) I'm a lonely old man whose greatest regret is not doing as much drugs as I could have, and whose greatest pride is resisting my sexual urges.

At twenty, or forty, I might have posed a threat to children. But I have mastered the urge, and the urge is much less. The only threat I pose is to some vigilante who tries to take my own life.

You are tertiary educated. I am post-tertiary educated.

You are somewhat sociopathic, but redeemable. I have noticed the obsessive compulsiveness of your writings. I am a Post Traumatic Stress Disordered, alcoholic. My last drinking session was 3 weeks ago.


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But there's this: if someone confesses to their urge to kill Albanese, everyone just laughs. We know they're not going to get a gun, go to some public event, and take a shot at the PM.

This is where your obsessive compulsiveness comes into play. But you are being very naive about the safety of our PM. Ask Mr Albanese how many close calls to his life did he have? Was he drunk at the Midnight Oils concert? Or was Mr Albanese that much of a drunk?


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If people just looked after their own kids, they would have zero to fear from people like me. I'm not a teacher, or a pastor, or a youth leader (though of course you should be careful of all those.) I'm a lonely old man whose greatest regret is not doing as much drugs as I could have, and whose greatest pride is resisting my sexual urges.

lee... is that you?

Some phar lapping head stabbed me in the foot with a barb wire, back in the day (18 years ago). I had an idea that I had the AIDS virus. Three blood tests later, I get the all clear that I never had AIDS. Just needed to update my tetanus status.

My blood work has come back near perfect in recent weeks. My alcohol tolerance has become such that the need to have carbs in my diet is such that I won't be able to sleep without having a glass of diluted juice before bed time.

I hate methamphetamines. I hate heroin. I don't mind fentanyl, because that does get me to sleep. But, I had a 10 year obession with alcohol. But, that is what happens when  you are in your 30s and act like you are in your 40s.

UnSubRocky wrote on Sep 20^th, 2024 at 12:06am:

You are tertiary educated. I am post-tertiary educated. You are somewhat sociopathic, but redeemable. I have noticed the obsessive compulsiveness of your writings. I am a Post Traumatic Stress Disordered, alcoholic. My last drinking session was 3 weeks ago. Quote: But there's this: if someone confesses to their urge to kill Albanese, everyone just laughs. We know they're not going to get a gun, go to some public event, and take a shot at the PM. This is where your obsessive compulsiveness comes into play. But you are being very naive about the safety of our PM. Ask Mr Albanese how many close calls to his life did he have? Was he drunk at the Midnight Oils concert? Or was Mr Albanese that much of a drunk? [quote]If people just looked after their own kids, they would have zero to fear from people like me. I'm not a teacher, or a pastor, or a youth leader (though of course you should be careful of all those.) I'm a lonely old man whose greatest regret is not doing as much drugs as I could have, and whose greatest pride is resisting my sexual urges.

lee... is that you?

Some phar lapping head stabbed me in the foot with a barb wire, back in the day (18 years ago). I had an idea that I had the AIDS virus. Three blood tests later, I get the all clear that I never had AIDS. Just needed to update my tetanus status.

My blood work has come back near perfect in recent weeks. My alcohol tolerance has become such that the need to have carbs in my diet is such that I won't be able to sleep without having a glass of diluted juice before bed time.

I hate methamphetamines. I hate heroin. I don't mind fentanyl, because that does get me to sleep. But, I had a 10 year obession with alcohol. But, that is what happens when  you are in your 30s and act like you are in your 40s.[/quote]

I don't know whether to be flattered or insulted. I'm in my 60's

I don't have children (so far as I know) so I guess that takes 20 years off.  :)

What matures you as a child is to witness a crime that takes place. I aged 10 years, as a person on the verge of being a teenager. I have watched a crocodile eat a family pet, right before my eyes. What really got me rattled was the fact that my younger brother, who was nearly 6 years old at the time, would not budge from his spot and go back to be with Dad -- for his own safety.

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 24^th, 2024 at 7:33pm:

I don't know whether to be flattered or insulted. I'm in my 60's I don't have children (so far as I know) so I guess that takes 20 years off.  :)

When I was 17, nearly 18 years old, I watched another dog nearly get eaten in the same fashion. This time, I had a torch ready to ward off the stupid frickin' mutt, as well as distract the crocodile from its potential meal.

The story was that the pet owner was a drug addict that reneged on her payments. So, the dealer took her pet dog and tried feedin the animal to the reptile. The stupid front bottom was more concerned about her feelings than the welfare of her pet.

Because of my display of bravery, the dealer forgave the debt to the junkie.

Guess what happened in recent years -- 27 years later? That junkie was an ex-junkie who looked after elderly patients at a nearby aged care facility. Guess what she did in her spare time? She dealt drugs. Guess who got kicked out of his university placement after working voluntarily for 27 hours? Me. Why? Because the front bottom spiked my drinking water with fentanyl.

Let us just say that the ingratitude of that junkie, even after all these years, was "palpable".

I was actually 11 years old when I saw a dog getting eaten alive by a local crocodile. I turned 12 the next year. I have a real animosity towards my younger brother, all because he had such an easy life growing up.

I asked my mother who her favourite son was in the family. Instead of just straight up saying that she did not have a favourite son, she opted to "umm" and "ahh" about it for a while until she just said that there were no favourites.

Smug bastard little brother just does not understand the irony of his situation.

UnSubRocky wrote on Sep 24^th, 2024 at 7:58pm:

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 24th, 2024 at 7:33pm: I don't know whether to be flattered or insulted. I'm in my 60's I don't have children (so far as I know) so I guess that takes 20 years off.  :) When I was 17, nearly 18 years old, I watched another dog nearly get eaten in the same fashion. This time, I had a torch ready to ward off the stupid frickin' mutt, as well as distract the crocodile from its potential meal. The story was that the pet owner was a drug addict that reneged on her payments. So, the dealer took her pet dog and tried feedin the animal to the reptile. The stupid front bottom was more concerned about her feelings than the welfare of her pet. Because of my display of bravery, the dealer forgave the debt to the junkie.

Interesting story. But I think dealers shouldn't give credit. They're outside the law, and they can't use legal measures to get their money back.

It's actually a big factor in junkies committing crime. Simply signing into rehab won't solve their debt problem.

Giving credit isn't easily well explained by dealers being greedy. In some cases junkies will prostitute themselves or commit crimes for money, but in other cases they will be a dead loss for the dealer, costing them money for bully boys and/or putting them at legal risk.

The dealers I knew were all pot dealers. Pot isn't that addictive, and it never occurred to me to ask for credit.


UnSubRocky wrote on Sep 24^th, 2024 at 7:58pm:

Guess what happened in recent years -- 27 years later? That junkie was an ex-junkie who looked after elderly patients at a nearby aged care facility. Guess what she did in her spare time? She dealt drugs. Guess who got kicked out of his university placement after working voluntarily for 27 hours? Me. Why? Because the front bottom spiked my drinking water with fentanyl. Let us just say that the ingratitude of that junkie, even after all these years, was "palpable".

It's not clear to me why that ex-junky would sabotage your work placement.

I had a similar experience in a TAFE course on disability support. For my work placement I chose 1 hard (residential facility) 1 medium hard (outing assistant for physically disabled clients) and 1 easy (office work referring new volunteers.) Guess which one screwed me over, yes of course the office ladies. They lost my records and the only woman qualified to vouch for me, left on a months long holiday.

I'm not sure if you will agree with this, but in the welfare sector it's hard going for a man.

In the last two weeks, I spent more money on coffee than I have in my entire high school era. I am 45 years old now. I am an alcoholic. Later, I will be going out to have a few drinks, as a final goodbye to my addiction. Sounds hypocritical. But at least I have gone a few weeks without having drunk more than 200 mL of alcohol.

When I get back from the pub, and imbibe in a few scotches, you be sure to be apologetic to anyone that has suffered at the hands of drug dealers. That includes being apologetic to me.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j8CcTYsMHYU

UnSubRocky wrote on Sep 24^th, 2024 at 8:46pm:

In the last two weeks, I spent more money on coffee than I have in my entire high school era. I am 45 years old now. I am an alcoholic. Later, I will be going out to have a few drinks, as a final goodbye to my addiction. Sounds hypocritical. But at least I have gone a few weeks without having drunk more than 200 mL of alcohol. When I get back from the pub, and imbibe in a few scotches, you be sure to be apologetic to anyone that has suffered at the hands of drug dealers. That includes being apologetic to me. [media]<snip video>

I drink a lot, and to be honest I'm drinking now. I don't want to be cured, because alcohol is the last of my recreational drugs and "going straight" is just miserable.

The deal I have made with myself is not to drink two days in succession. I drink on Tuesdays and Saturdays, because those are the days I play Scrabble with my elderly mother. We drink a bottle of Pinot Grigio between us, then we have dinner and after that she goes to bed. I keep drinking.

I also drink on Thursdays, and I get smashed.

I have a problem, no doubt. I know from experience, that if I could smoke pot instead, my drinking would go down to healthy levels.

Not that any level is healthy, really. Alcohol is a systemic poison.

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 18^th, 2024 at 3:39am:

If you can forgive my character fault, I think you'll find me good company.  :)

Well, it depends on what you're going to do here?

Are you going to promote pedophilia?

RussiAnVetEraN wrote on Sep 24^th, 2024 at 10:31pm:

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 18th, 2024 at 3:39am: If you can forgive my character fault, I think you'll find me good company.  :) Well, it depends on what you're going to do here? Are you going to promote pedophilia?

Oh god no. It's a horrible affliction which I would be cured of if that was at all possible.

I might extend my sympathy to other pedos, providing they have not offended. It is possible to resist the urge, and have some other sex life or even to have no sex life at all. I would tell them that, but I would not lie and say it is easy.

Most likely it will never come up.

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 25^th, 2024 at 12:25am:

Oh god no.

Then I'm ready to listen to you if you have something to say.

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 24^th, 2024 at 9:53pm:

Not that any level is healthy, really. Alcohol is a systemic poison.

I drank about 200mL of alcohol last night. I drank that alcohol, inside an hour of purchase. That was the most I would drink to keep myself stable.

The goal is to quit for the next 5 weeks. I may get some alcohol in November. But, consumption of alcohol from here onwards is counter to my Ocksober plans.

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 24^th, 2024 at 8:36pm:

It's not clear to me why that ex-junky would sabotage your work placement. I had a similar experience in a TAFE course on disability support. For my work placement I chose 1 hard (residential facility) 1 medium hard (outing assistant for physically disabled clients) and 1 easy (office work referring new volunteers.) Guess which one screwed me over, yes of course the office ladies. They lost my records and the only woman qualified to vouch for me, left on a months long holiday. I'm not sure if you will agree with this, but in the welfare sector it's hard going for a man.

The reason why that ex-junky sabotaged my work placement was because she had been receiving threats/harassment. In reality, it was her that set herself up. Because she remembers her nieces' pet "Ruby" going missing in 1990, as she laid nearby getting her buzz on.

What irritated a lot of people was the fact that about 20 people witnessed that incident. A few of the witnesses noticed me trying to distract the crocodile by throwing rocks at it. But it was too late for "Ruby". She was a goner.

I was not allowed to go back and complete 16 hours of my placement and find another place of employment. I dunno. Maybe the other aged care workers are worried that I would take their jobs. I am never going to work at that place, anyway.

Bobby. wrote on Sep 19^th, 2024 at 10:38pm:

nahh - but just remember - when you hang a man you better look at him.

If you want him dead for good, you look at him.

UnSubRocky wrote on Sep 19^th, 2024 at 10:33pm:

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 19th, 2024 at 9:35pm: UnSubRocky wrote on Sep 19th, 2024 at 4:11pm: I don't know why anyone over the age of 18 would confess to being a pedophile. Did we not have a crush in our past, when we were younger? And if we had thoughts of having that underage crush permeate in our minds when we are adults, is it all that troubling to our self worth? Actually I think you're close to the truth. I think I had a sexual experience before the age of five. With another child, probably. There is an uncle (my father's older brother) who was banished from the family before I could form any memories of him. My memories only go back to age 5, so whatever it was probably happened before then. It is extremely common in offending pedophiles, that they were sexually abused in early childhood. NON-offending pedophiles are a huge empty space in research. But quite likely they also had precocious sexual experiences, or were outright abused. I was harassed by a pederast in my youth. He was a Vietnam veteran. Let's just say that he caused enough chaotic problems that Shaolwater Bay residents no longer think of him. As for your repressed memories, you need to start to live a little.

There are no residents of Shoal Water Bay - you know it's a military training grounds.

You should learn how to spell it.

UnSubRocky wrote on Sep 20^th, 2024 at 12:06am:

You are tertiary educated. I am post-tertiary educated. You are somewhat sociopathic, but redeemable. I have noticed the obsessive compulsiveness of your writings. I am a Post Traumatic Stress Disordered, alcoholic. My last drinking session was 3 weeks ago. Quote: But there's this: if someone confesses to their urge to kill Albanese, everyone just laughs. We know they're not going to get a gun, go to some public event, and take a shot at the PM. This is where your obsessive compulsiveness comes into play. But you are being very naive about the safety of our PM. Ask Mr Albanese how many close calls to his life did he have? Was he drunk at the Midnight Oils concert? Or was Mr Albanese that much of a drunk? [quote]If people just looked after their own kids, they would have zero to fear from people like me. I'm not a teacher, or a pastor, or a youth leader (though of course you should be careful of all those.) I'm a lonely old man whose greatest regret is not doing as much drugs as I could have, and whose greatest pride is resisting my sexual urges.

lee... is that you?

Some phar lapping head stabbed me in the foot with a barb wire, back in the day (18 years ago). I had an idea that I had the AIDS virus. Three blood tests later, I get the all clear that I never had AIDS. Just needed to update my tetanus status.

My blood work has come back near perfect in recent weeks. My alcohol tolerance has become such that the need to have carbs in my diet is such that I won't be able to sleep without having a glass of diluted juice before bed time.

I hate methamphetamines. I hate heroin. I don't mind fentanyl, because that does get me to sleep. But, I had a 10 year obession with alcohol. But, that is what happens when  you are in your 30s and act like you are in your 40s.[/quote]

;D You pair should get a room.

Gnads wrote on Sep 26^th, 2024 at 8:48am:

There are no residents of Shoal Water Bay - you know it's a military training grounds. You should learn how to spell it.

I don't use a spell checker like you do.

I admit to spelling the name "Shoalwater Bay" wrong. It is related to my schizophrenia why I have the spelling wrong.

The residents of Shoalwater Bay are those that live about 50km south of the entrance. Near Byfield.

Gnads wrote on Sep 26^th, 2024 at 8:51am:

;D You pair should get a room.

Maybe a boxing ring.

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UnSubRocky wrote on Sep 26^th, 2024 at 9:59am:

Gnads wrote on Sep 26th, 2024 at 8:48am: There are no residents of Shoal Water Bay - you know it's a military training grounds. You should learn how to spell it. I don't use a spell checker like you do. I admit to spelling the name "Shoalwater Bay" wrong. It is related to my schizophrenia why I have the spelling wrong. The residents of Shoalwater Bay are those that live about 50km south of the entrance. Near Byfield.

I don't need a spell checker to spell shoal  ;D

So they're actually the residents of Byfield then ey? Not Shoalwater.

Don't blame your schizophrenia or addiction or alcoholism.

---

I will check up later. But, would Byfield possibly be 50km south of Shoalwater Bay's southern entrance?

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 19^th, 2024 at 9:26pm:

Jasin wrote on Sep 19th, 2024 at 3:41pm: Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 18th, 2024 at 3:39am: I was previously a member of "Debatepolitics" but they had some technical problem which wrecked their cookies. I tries three times, after which I concluded the didn't really want me. The forum before that, I was hunted down by moderators for being a pedophile (which is technically true.) Moderators never actually said it, but from the user side it was pretty obvious. The same thing probably just happened on the forum I'm leaving. Word got around and the word was the poisonous one "Pedophile." Now I don't expect anyone to forget my confession. I have a character fault (sexual attraction to young girls) and I will talk about if it's relevant. But I'd like to be judged by my conduct. I'm sometimes combative, but I fight fair. When some point interests me, I will put in time to research and I also make lists and tables for others to judge for themselves. If I'm proven wrong, I am gracious about it instead of muddying the waters. If you can forgive my character fault, I think you'll find me good company.  :) We thank you for your honesty, wether you are just trolling for sick fun and reactions or not. But you should know that by your honest and I will add, honourable admission towards doing the right thing. That there is a big difference between being a Paedophile and being an Ex-Paedophile. The fact that you admit that you still are, shows us that you still think its 'ok' to commit not just a legal crime, but in essence a wrong-doing/behaviour in so many other ways. No, you are simply wrong about what a "pedophile" is. You think it means an offender, someone who acts on their urges. I do no act on my urges, and I will not call myself an "ex-pedophile" to please you. You're demanding that I change my urges, that I somehow be cured of liking what I like. And for the record, Australian law was changed decades ago to make it illegal to look at child pornography. I destroyed my whole stash of child porn, at considerable cost to my own archives of non-sexual material. Stuff I wrote online, stuff I wrote to someday maybe put online, funny meme pics. Some of it on iMacs, some on PC's, even some on Amiga. I opened up the hard disks, extracted the platters, then I soaked ground them with my belt sander to remove any varnish, and obliterated the content with Hydrochloric Acid. Then I cut the platters up and disposed of them a bit at a time. I have no intention of going to prison for something which was legal at the time. Quote: Thus, you really don't deserve any lee-way or acceptance here. Being bad is making a mistake, but learning from it not to do it again. Being EVIL is knowing its wrong, but being happy to keep doing it. So your objection is religious. Try going to your priest and telling them you've realized that sexual attraction to the opposite gender is a sin. See what kind of useful guidance you get, to change your sexual attraction. They will tell you to pray. Ha smacking ha. [quote] So, besides you just being another Peccary-sock-puppet trying to Trump up his Trolling failures? I would have to put my hand up and say that you should be AUTOMATICALLY BANNED INDEFINITELY FROM THIS FORUM. No Lefty victimhood card to use. No 'second chance' (because you are not an 'ex' paedophile). You should really put yourself in solitary confinement for about 5 years for a total 'cleansing' by SENSORY/STIMULATION DEPRIVATION. There, you might come back out having forgotten who you were and why you went in, in the first place. Cured! ;) My verdict: TOTAL AUTOMATIC PERMANENT BAN.

Snot nosed tard trying to lecture the professor. You know nothing about this subject, you're out of your depth, and you're shouting like an idiot.
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I'm not 'Shouting'. It's your ignorance of the ways of Signwriting/Signcraft.

Oh look. Seems I hit the target right in the bullseye everyone.  ;) ;D

All I need to know is that you are an expression of EVIL trying to ride the Lefty Media narrative (which is self-destructing of its own accord and failings) of its inability to discriminate between right and wrong (left) in Politics and especially here on the INTERNET which doesn't really share the Media's point of view or narrative.

So I'm immune to your EMOTIONAL BLACKMAIL attempts for sympathy under the cloak of trying to sound 'intellectualism-savvy'  ::) as if that will buy you into this place.

Don't you worry your little 'snake in the garden' self about my 'experience' with your so-called claim to fame.

You like harming little children (which will fester and turn into murdering little children)?
I can easily arrange 'many kids' to turn up at your place and have them 'show YOU' what they really think about the likes of people like YOU.
Of course, I'll make sure they're all supervised by Adults.  ;)

UnSubRocky wrote on Sep 25^th, 2024 at 8:07am:

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 24th, 2024 at 9:53pm: Not that any level is healthy, really. Alcohol is a systemic poison. I drank about 200mL of alcohol last night. I drank that alcohol, inside an hour of purchase. That was the most I would drink to keep myself stable. The goal is to quit for the next 5 weeks. I may get some alcohol in November. But, consumption of alcohol from here onwards is counter to my Ocksober plans.

That's admirable. I wish you good luck and moral strength to "grab the bull by the horns."

Sober for a month is something I've done ... but only with the help of pot and mushrooms. Now I'm on Lithium, and not exactly loving it. I miss my manic episodes pretty bad.

UnSubRocky wrote on Sep 25^th, 2024 at 8:16am:

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 24th, 2024 at 8:36pm: It's not clear to me why that ex-junky would sabotage your work placement. I had a similar experience in a TAFE course on disability support. For my work placement I chose 1 hard (residential facility) 1 medium hard (outing assistant for physically disabled clients) and 1 easy (office work referring new volunteers.) Guess which one screwed me over, yes of course the office ladies. They lost my records and the only woman qualified to vouch for me, left on a months long holiday. I'm not sure if you will agree with this, but in the welfare sector it's hard going for a man. The reason why that ex-junky sabotaged my work placement was because she had been receiving threats/harassment. In reality, it was her that set herself up. Because she remembers her nieces' pet "Ruby" going missing in 1990, as she laid nearby getting her buzz on. What irritated a lot of people was the fact that about 20 people witnessed that incident. A few of the witnesses noticed me trying to distract the crocodile by throwing rocks at it. But it was too late for "Ruby". She was a goner. I was not allowed to go back and complete 16 hours of my placement and find another place of employment. I dunno. Maybe the other aged care workers are worried that I would take their jobs. I am never going to work at that place, anyway.

Disability support is a lot like child care. They have to be strict on trainees because once you have the job it's hard to remove you.

I wouldn't be surprised if my own failure was due to some other previous reports. Workers in the voluntary sector in particular, fear being bumped out by someone younger and more passionate for the job.

My second girlfriend lost her job placement in Sydney, because I kept her up late and didn't help her get on shift at 5 am (or maybe it was 2 am, I forget.) I'm not proud of it, obviously. But she didn't qualify as a social worker and ended up selling pseudoscience remedies in Canada.

The routine that nurses, doctors and social workers have to live through, really has nothing to do with their ability to perform as qualified professionals. It's just a brutal culling of the professions which we don't have enough of.

Not to mention that we (the taxpayers) pay for their education. It's just a waste.

Gnads wrote on Sep 26^th, 2024 at 1:04pm:

UnSubRocky wrote on Sep 26th, 2024 at 9:59am: Gnads wrote on Sep 26th, 2024 at 8:48am: There are no residents of Shoal Water Bay - you know it's a military training grounds. You should learn how to spell it. I don't use a spell checker like you do. I admit to spelling the name "Shoalwater Bay" wrong. It is related to my schizophrenia why I have the spelling wrong. The residents of Shoalwater Bay are those that live about 50km south of the entrance. Near Byfield. I don't need a spell checker to spell shoal  ;D

This from the guy who tried for the name "Gonads" but left out a letter.

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 26^th, 2024 at 9:29pm:

That's admirable. I wish you good luck and moral strength to "grab the bull by the horns." Sober for a month is something I've done ... but only with the help of pot and mushrooms. Now I'm on Lithium, and not exactly loving it. I miss my manic episodes pretty bad.

So, what are the arrest warrants you have against you?

UnSubRocky wrote on Sep 26^th, 2024 at 9:50pm:

Aurora Complexus wrote on Sep 26th, 2024 at 9:29pm: That's admirable. I wish you good luck and moral strength to "grab the bull by the horns." Sober for a month is something I've done ... but only with the help of pot and mushrooms. Now I'm on Lithium, and not exactly loving it. I miss my manic episodes pretty bad. So, what are the arrest warrants you have against you?

I've been arrested twice (never charged.) One time was for obstructing loggers in the Chaelundi forest. The other time was for touching a child in a department store: very relevant is that the woman reporting me was an ex-girlfriend. I don't even remember the "incident" but I do remember the change in attitude of police, when I suggested her name.

Also relevant to my "reputation" was how I used to swim in the "children's pool" at one of my local aquatic centers. Sometimes I sprung the extra $7 to work down in the spa and sauna. But sometimes I would float about in the much warmer "children's pool." Parents enjoying their lattes found this suspicious, and reported me to the pool staff.

They reported me so often, that the pool staff called the police. Four times apparently, but only twice did the police turn up in time to interview me. No charges were laid, but that didn't stop Council from banning me from every pool (including some I'd never been to.)

I could contest it in court, but my chances would not be good. I've seen some of the evidence (using FOI, which was surprisingly cheap.) I can just imagine how it would go it court. I cannot prove that the reports were about someone else (though I know it) and my inability to present a girlfriend or boyfriend in my own defense, would be proof enough that I'm a dirty pedo. What it comes down to, is that someone who admits to attraction to children is necessarily guilty of any crimes against children which were reported in any place they've been.

Witch hunts aren't just a political metaphor. In the modern world, pedophiles are the witches, and if they attempt to defend themselves against minor restrictions like <not getting in the water> that may stir up "evidence" which will lead to them dying in prison.

I guess I won't be working in disability support. But, I guess that there is a possibility to work placement at a lifeline centre or somewhere nearby. Salvation Army or somewhere nearby.

good

good

UnSubRocky wrote on Sep 30^th, 2024 at 9:51pm:

I guess I won't be working in disability support. But, I guess that there is a possibility to work placement at a lifeline centre or somewhere nearby. Salvation Army or somewhere nearby.

If you have a bad conscience (as I do for sheer laziness) then volunteer work can definitely make you feel better about yourself.

I've considered volunteer work, but volunteering for a political party is the most likely to actually happen. That is, my urge for power is greater than my urge to do good.

I'm not a good man, and probably I never was. I'm a centrist I guess.

sarahhykes wrote on Oct 3^rd, 2024 at 4:52pm:

good

bad

Aurora Complexus wrote on Oct 3^rd, 2024 at 11:04pm:

UnSubRocky wrote on Sep 30th, 2024 at 9:51pm: I guess I won't be working in disability support. But, I guess that there is a possibility to work placement at a lifeline centre or somewhere nearby. Salvation Army or somewhere nearby. If you have a bad conscience (as I do for sheer laziness) then volunteer work can definitely make you feel better about yourself. I've considered volunteer work, but volunteering for a political party is the most likely to actually happen. That is, my urge for power is greater than my urge to do good. I'm not a good man, and probably I never was. I'm a centrist I guess.

I did some volunteer work tonight. But that does not count as part of my 40 hours university placement. I just "bulk billed" the lady. Just kidding.

I can imagine walking around there in my work boots and NRL cap again, next Friday or Saturday week and seeing her husband punch me down the stairs in a jealous rage.

sarahhykes wrote on Oct 3^rd, 2024 at 4:52pm:

good

*mockingly*

See if I care?

Watch me type this up on my mobile phone...

Nyeah!

</*mockingly*>

By the way, since when is being a centrist a bad thing?

Being that politically aligned kept me alive.

UnSubRocky wrote on Oct 4^th, 2024 at 10:21pm:

By the way, since when is being a centrist a bad thing? Being that politically aligned kept me alive.

I'm not a centrist politically. I'm quite left wing.

If there's some other argument happening, I like to take the center position at least from the start. "You're both wrong, you're both right" until I've picked a side. I may not actually contribute to the debate, but I like to think I help the tone.

I'm quite certain that you are more than just "left wing". I think you are under investigation for being a "chicken marinade".

UnSubRocky wrote on Sep 30^th, 2024 at 9:51pm:

I guess I won't be working in disability support. But, I guess that there is a possibility to work placement at a lifeline centre or somewhere nearby. Salvation Army or somewhere nearby.

You haven't said what you're enrolled in (and that's OK) but whatever it is, it will help you to do voluntary work. It could be credits so you can go straight from qualification to paid work. Or it could just be experience.

Back when I was hard unemployed (ie on benefits) I tried to get work at nursing homes and a disabled children's home (I know, but I had good intentions.) They didn't want me because (a) I had no qualifications, but (b) they didn't think I'd last a week.

Working with the elderly, or with disabled people of any age, is actually really hard. The clients aren't going to be nice to you, in fact they can be very bitchy. They basically have you over a barrel, and they'll do dumb stuff like spilling their meal on the floor, just to watch you clean it up.

Other staff can be pretty bitchy too. I'm guessing it helps to have sex with the other staff, but that never seemed like an option. Most junior staff, are expected to make the first move. If it's even a chance, I would suggest you try that.

UnSubRocky wrote on Oct 4^th, 2024 at 10:16pm:

Aurora Complexus wrote on Oct 3rd, 2024 at 11:04pm: UnSubRocky wrote on Sep 30th, 2024 at 9:51pm: I guess I won't be working in disability support. But, I guess that there is a possibility to work placement at a lifeline centre or somewhere nearby. Salvation Army or somewhere nearby. If you have a bad conscience (as I do for sheer laziness) then volunteer work can definitely make you feel better about yourself. I've considered volunteer work, but volunteering for a political party is the most likely to actually happen. That is, my urge for power is greater than my urge to do good. I'm not a good man, and probably I never was. I'm a centrist I guess. I did some volunteer work tonight. But that does not count as part of my 40 hours university placement. I just "bulk billed" the lady. Just kidding.

Oops, I see i just replied out of order. But that's OK, right? You seem chatty.

If you really are at university, I would strongly advise that you do sleep around. "It's not what you know, it's who you know" and you'd be surprised who will help you out later, even if your sexual liaison wasn't that successful at the time.

If you're not at university or TAFE, I'm sorry. It's a very expensive adventure now, but back when I went to uni the only fees were Union fees. I did not graduate, which is inexcusable since I passed second year and had ten years grace to enroll in the final year (for a degree I guess in Arts, since Philosophy was my strongest.) Well I could have taken Maths again, and graduated two years later in Science. Maths and Philosophy double major, that would get me some kind of job lol.

Quoted instead of modifying

Aurora Complexus is a Lefty/Democrat/French/Media Troll
...trolling to antagonise in the hope of some 'old' Confederate Redneck or German Nazi to oppose his right to troll and antagonise so he has a justification TO EXIST (in the first place ::)) by those two types of people (who no longer exist as the soapbox by which he and his kind have stood on for so long).

Thank god China (both Nationals & Communists) as a whole will protect Taiwan from such 'intrusions' via the backdoor by such Democrat 'buggery' across the pacific.


When such like the above mentioned realise that the 'soapbox' is no longer around to support their justification to exist... they'll HANG.

and they HANG HIGH indeed.  ;)

Aurora Complexus wrote on Oct 21^st, 2024 at 12:56am:

Oops, I see i just replied out of order. But that's OK, right? You seem chatty. If you really are at university, I would strongly advise that you do sleep around. "It's not what you know, it's who you know" and you'd be surprised who will help you out later, even if your sexual liaison wasn't that successful at the time. If you're not at university or TAFE, I'm sorry. It's a very expensive adventure now, but back when I went to uni the only fees were Union fees. I did not graduate, which is inexcusable since I passed second year and had ten years grace to enroll in the final year (for a degree I guess in Arts, since Philosophy was my strongest.) Well I could have taken Maths again, and graduated two years later in Science. Maths and Philosophy double major, that would get me some kind of job lol.

There were 120 students in my high school graduation class. 70 of them were female graduates. In the last 30 years, I have slept with most of the females. I have received death threats from their ex-boyfriends. At one stage, in my 20s, I was shared around between 5 of my female former high school graduates. They knew that I would not dob them in and give them undeserved bad reputations.

Do you realise how much fun 2 women a week twice a week can be for a guy 24 years old? They would take shifts each week, alternating. And sometimes, it would be them paying me the $20 for a taxi ride home.

I was promoted from "Sgt Trampoline" to "Major Jumping Castle" inside 2 years.

UnSubRocky wrote on Oct 21^st, 2024 at 5:24pm:

Aurora Complexus wrote on Oct 21st, 2024 at 12:56am: Oops, I see i just replied out of order. But that's OK, right? You seem chatty. If you really are at university, I would strongly advise that you do sleep around. "It's not what you know, it's who you know" and you'd be surprised who will help you out later, even if your sexual liaison wasn't that successful at the time. If you're not at university or TAFE, I'm sorry. It's a very expensive adventure now, but back when I went to uni the only fees were Union fees. I did not graduate, which is inexcusable since I passed second year and had ten years grace to enroll in the final year (for a degree I guess in Arts, since Philosophy was my strongest.) Well I could have taken Maths again, and graduated two years later in Science. Maths and Philosophy double major, that would get me some kind of job lol. There were 120 students in my high school graduation class. 70 of them were female graduates. In the last 30 years, I have slept with most of the females. I have received death threats from their ex-boyfriends. At one stage, in my 20s, I was shared around between 5 of my female former high school graduates. They knew that I would not dob them in and give them undeserved bad reputations. Do you realise how much fun 2 women a week twice a week can be for a guy 24 years old? They would take shifts each week, alternating. And sometimes, it would be them paying me the $20 for a taxi ride home. I was promoted from "Sgt Trampoline" to "Major Jumping Castle" inside 2 years.

AND to top that off, you're smarter than most first year Uni students in any subject! We know you were only being modest though. ::)

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AND to top that off, you're smarter than most first year Uni students in any subject! We know you were only being modest though.

USR = Walter Mitty? -

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Walter_Mitty

The character's name has come into more general use to refer to an ineffectual dreamer
and appears in several dictionaries. The American Heritage Dictionary defines a Walter Mitty as "an ordinary,
often ineffectual person who indulges in fantastic daydreams of personal triumphs"

In the brief snatches of reality that punctuate Mitty's fantasies,
the reader meets well-meaning but insensitive strangers who
inadvertently rob Mitty of some of his remaining dignity.

Setanta wrote on Oct 21^st, 2024 at 8:32pm:

AND to top that off, you're smarter than most first year Uni students in any subject! We know you were only being modest though. ::)

Any person over the age of 30, who has completed 12 years of formal training, is smarter than most first-year university students.

UnSubRocky wrote on Oct 21^st, 2024 at 5:24pm:

Aurora Complexus wrote on Oct 21st, 2024 at 12:56am: Oops, I see i just replied out of order. But that's OK, right? You seem chatty. If you really are at university, I would strongly advise that you do sleep around. "It's not what you know, it's who you know" and you'd be surprised who will help you out later, even if your sexual liaison wasn't that successful at the time. If you're not at university or TAFE, I'm sorry. It's a very expensive adventure now, but back when I went to uni the only fees were Union fees. I did not graduate, which is inexcusable since I passed second year and had ten years grace to enroll in the final year (for a degree I guess in Arts, since Philosophy was my strongest.) Well I could have taken Maths again, and graduated two years later in Science. Maths and Philosophy double major, that would get me some kind of job lol. There were 120 students in my high school graduation class. 70 of them were female graduates. In the last 30 years, I have slept with most of the females. I have received death threats from their ex-boyfriends. At one stage, in my 20s, I was shared around between 5 of my female former high school graduates. They knew that I would not dob them in and give them undeserved bad reputations. Do you realise how much fun 2 women a week twice a week can be for a guy 24 years old? They would take shifts each week, alternating. And sometimes, it would be them paying me the $20 for a taxi ride home. I was promoted from "Sgt Trampoline" to "Major Jumping Castle" inside 2 years.

I wasn't talking about the quality of sex at uni, but rather the career opportunities. I get that you're a total root rat, but it's telling that your idea of advantage is "$20 for a taxi ride home."

Screwing the right people can get you a lot more than that.

BTW, it helps to be bisexual.

USR made many women happy.    ;D

UnSubRocky wrote on Oct 21^st, 2024 at 10:09pm:

Setanta wrote on Oct 21st, 2024 at 8:32pm: AND to top that off, you're smarter than most first year Uni students in any subject! We know you were only being modest though. ::) Any person over the age of 30, who has completed 12 years of formal training, is smarter than most first-year university students.

Well it's true that you learn a lot in those 10-12 years, even if all you do is have sex, smoke bongs, and stack boxes in a factory. But "sum total of what you know" isn't actually the definition of "smart." Smart is IQ, not learning.

It might hurt your feelings, but first year uni students are smarter than the kids who chose an entry level job instead of uni. They have smarter parents, and they have a good HSC mark.

Or ATAR. Not really familiar with it, but the principle is the same. If you do good in school, uni is a lot more attractive than if you did bad in school. Uni is like school, but with more homework and overall harder. If you didn't do well in school, you'll be starting behind when things get tough.

Again, I'm sorry if it hurts your feelings, but uni kids aren't just privileged (though I think they are.) They're also smarter.

Bobby. wrote on Oct 22^nd, 2024 at 8:46pm:

USR made many women happy.    ;D

20 bucks for a cab home, rather dates the narrative. You can barely book a cab for that now  ;)

Aurora Complexus wrote on Oct 22^nd, 2024 at 8:57pm:

Bobby. wrote on Oct 22nd, 2024 at 8:46pm: USR made many women happy.    ;D 20 bucks for a cab home, rather dates the narrative. You can barely book a cab for that now  ;)

Women in their 20's are just as horny as blokes.
They root all the time.   ;D

Bobby. wrote on Oct 22^nd, 2024 at 9:04pm:

Aurora Complexus wrote on Oct 22nd, 2024 at 8:57pm: Bobby. wrote on Oct 22nd, 2024 at 8:46pm: USR made many women happy.    ;D 20 bucks for a cab home, rather dates the narrative. You can barely book a cab for that now  ;) Women in their 20's are just as horny as blokes. They root all the time.   ;D

This is true, but just as with men it's a skill and a habit. Some women in their twenties practically never have sex, and just so for some men.

Don't generalize, unless you too are a General of the boudoir.

Aurora Complexus wrote on Oct 22^nd, 2024 at 8:32pm:

I wasn't talking about the quality of sex at uni, but rather the career opportunities. I get that you're a total root rat, but it's telling that your idea of advantage is "$20 for a taxi ride home." Screwing the right people can get you a lot more than that. BTW, it helps to be bisexual.

How many times have you had the police around at your place because of alleged domestic violence?

The answer to that rhetorical question, for my place, in the last 16 years: 37 times. But that is because there is a drug dealer living down the road from me, and the police were in the area staking out a possible serial killer, at the time.

On one Spring Break, the Rockhampton CIB had to park halfway between my place and the serial killer's. Right near the railway line.

If you know how heartbreaking it is to console a hostage negotiator, because his girlfriend is treating you like a sparring partner, you would understand why the female-to-male ratio of residents in my street included 5 nymphomaniac police recruits. Those ladies were also armed with tax-deductible prophylactics.

Those girls also had to sign out the police-issue handcuffs and Benzodiazepines. Although, the latter substance has to be dispensed by an officer with accredited medical training.

Bobby. wrote on Oct 22^nd, 2024 at 8:46pm:

USR made many women happy.    ;D

They love my sense of humour. Although, some of the under-25-year-olds roll their eyes accusingly, and then quip "oh, okay... whatever".

Somehow, I don't think they finished university.

...at least, not without some specialised tutoring from those retiring applied science lecturers.

Aurora Complexus wrote on Oct 22^nd, 2024 at 8:57pm:

Bobby. wrote on Oct 22nd, 2024 at 8:46pm: USR made many women happy.    ;D 20 bucks for a cab home, rather dates the narrative. You can barely book a cab for that now  ;)

You dumb dumb...

They were paying me to order fast food, whilst they rolled their joints in the bedroom. If you cannot think outside the box, what is the point of these interactions?

UnSubRocky wrote on Oct 23^rd, 2024 at 12:27am:

Aurora Complexus wrote on Oct 22nd, 2024 at 8:32pm: I wasn't talking about the quality of sex at uni, but rather the career opportunities. I get that you're a total root rat, but it's telling that your idea of advantage is "$20 for a taxi ride home." Screwing the right people can get you a lot more than that. BTW, it helps to be bisexual. How many times have you had the police around at your place because of alleged domestic violence? The answer to that rhetorical question, for my place, in the last 16 years: 37 times. But that is because there is a drug dealer living down the road from me, and the police were in the area staking out a possible serial killer, at the time. On one Spring Break, the Rockhampton CIB had to park halfway between my place and the serial killer's. Right near the railway line. If you know how heartbreaking it is to console a hostage negotiator, because his girlfriend is treating you like a sparring partner, you would understand why the female-to-male ratio of residents in my street included 5 nymphomaniac police recruits. Those ladies were also armed with tax-deductible prophylactics.

Zero times. Sometimes I got loud, but nothing the neighbours would interpret as impending violence.

You got raided 37 times in THE LAST 16 years? Either you get REALLY loud during sex (with bad words and threats), or you local police are corrupt AF, or you're telling me a pack of lies.

I live on a street with three cops. They're all very chill when off-duty. For all I know they beat up suspects (or beat up their girlfriends) but I have no way of knowing.

UnSubRocky wrote on Oct 23^rd, 2024 at 12:42am:

Aurora Complexus wrote on Oct 22nd, 2024 at 8:57pm: Bobby. wrote on Oct 22nd, 2024 at 8:46pm: USR made many women happy.    ;D 20 bucks for a cab home, rather dates the narrative. You can barely book a cab for that now  ;) You dumb dumb... They were paying me to order fast food, whilst they rolled their joints in the bedroom. If you cannot think outside the box, what is the point of these interactions?

"$20 for a cab home" puts your exploits in the 80's. Or else you weren't fit to walk home. Are you boasting of what you did 40 years ago? If so tell us, and stop pretending you have two girlfriends on call NOW.

I can think outside the box of logical detail. But excuse me when the details have a logic of their own: bullshit.

I do not tolerate bullshit, so you should decide right now if you want to be my friend, or not.

Aurora Complexus wrote on Oct 22^nd, 2024 at 8:51pm:

Well it's true that you learn a lot in those 10-12 years, even if all you do is have sex, smoke bongs, and stack boxes in a factory. But "sum total of what you know" isn't actually the definition of "smart." Smart is IQ, not learning.

ffs...


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It might hurt your feelings, but first year uni students are smarter than the kids who chose an entry level job instead of uni. They have smarter parents, and they have a good HSC mark.

My father worked as a labourer for 47 years, until he volunteered to save his friends' jobs by taking an early retirement package.

My mother worked as a registered nurse for over 40 years, until age caught up to her.

And although they were both quite smart people who earned good money for doing what they loved doing, it was the self-absorbed mindset of their Baby Boomer culture that had me enlist (and get rejected) to the Australian Army. In those 6 months of boot camp training, I learned enough to realise that I should have been part of some Sporting Shooters Association in my late teenage years (post high school).

23 years later, I learned that I needed to do my own form of drill instruction of self-discipline. Otherwise, I would have had some serious gaol time to endure.

Smarter parents are those that disciplined their children right. Those parents that discipline their children right are also the type of parents that have their very disciplined grown up children look after them in their old age.

But, I can tell you first-hand that most 30 year olds who have at least finished 12 years of formal schooling tend to be smarter than most first year university students. Second year university students tend to be much wiser.

Only my doctor knows more than I do about fixing computers. And that fact is only because my doctor had to deal with the after effects of my head-buttin' his work computer hard drive. I don't take kindly to computer print outs about my blood test stating my need to use chloroform as an aftershave, in order to relax more.

...the RSPCA were in contact with me later about an allegation of myself punting the nurse's chihuaha into the parking lot.

UnSubRocky wrote on Oct 23^rd, 2024 at 1:06am:

Aurora Complexus wrote on Oct 22nd, 2024 at 8:51pm: Well it's true that you learn a lot in those 10-12 years, even if all you do is have sex, smoke bongs, and stack boxes in a factory. But "sum total of what you know" isn't actually the definition of "smart." Smart is IQ, not learning. ffs... Quote: It might hurt your feelings, but first year uni students are smarter than the kids who chose an entry level job instead of uni. They have smarter parents, and they have a good HSC mark. My father worked as a labourer for 47 years, until he volunteered to save his friends' jobs by taking an early retirement package. My mother worked as a registered nurse for over 40 years, until age caught up to her. And although they were both quite smart people who earned good money for doing what they loved doing, it was the self-absorbed mindset of their Baby Boomer culture that had me enlist (and get rejected) to the Australian Army. In those 6 months of boot camp training, I learned enough to realise that I should have been part of some Sporting Shooters Association in my late teenage years (post high school). 23 years later, I learned that I needed to do my own form of drill instruction of self-discipline. Otherwise, I would have had some serious gaol time to endure. Smarter parents are those that disciplined their children right. Those parents that discipline their children right are also the type of parents that have their very disciplined grown up children look after them in their old age.

This I can accept as factual and reasonable. Taking care of elderly parents is serious work, and not easily substituted with paid nursing/psychiatric services. When old people lose it, the only people they recognize are family. Family need to step up, though it might feel futile. They owe the duty to mum or dad who cared for them when they were barely human.

But also I think sometimes old people deserve to be lonely. Well it may just be bad luck (their family has died) but when even family can't be bothered, chances are they weren't a great mum or dad.[/quote]


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But, I can tell you first-hand that most 30 year olds who have at least finished 12 years of formal schooling tend to be smarter than most first year university students. Second year university students tend to be much wiser. Only my doctor knows more than I do about fixing computers. And that fact is only because my doctor had to deal with the after effects of my head-buttin' his work computer hard drive.

No offense, but doctors can easily afford an "IT guy" to fix their computer.


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...the RSPCA were in contact with me later about an allegation of myself punting the nurse's chihuaha into the parking lot.

I like chihuahuas. They have a reputation for being yappy, but it's only because their owners put them in situations where they're not comfortable.

Aurora Complexus wrote on Oct 23^rd, 2024 at 12:51am:

I do not tolerate bullshit, so you should decide right now if you want to be my friend, or not.

Oh, come on... There is an element of truth about what I say.

For example, I am an egomaniacal, single, non-custodial father of several adult children. I pretend to be a sociopathic stalker of discussion forums, because I get off on the fact that I can make people laugh at my demented sense of humour, even if I don't get any feedback praising my efforts.

The fact that you think I was banging women in the 1980s and getting paid $20 to go home and shut up, you might as well just say that you think I am some kind of perverted 60 y.o.

In reality, I am a love-lorn 45 y.o. man who lost his ex-girlfriend to her career when I was 25 years old. When I found out that she had a little girl, whilst I was in mental health, it took a hospital visit before I knew that I was still in good shape to make it as a potential father figure. However, with a strictly religious mother, and a father who was more interested in bad-mouthing women in order to keep his marriage alive, I had to bury my mindset into being the "big brother" figure amongst my co-workers.

More recently, I have come to be an "uncle" figure among my teenage and young adult co-workers at a restaurant I have frequented. I would willingly walk from the wash up section of that restaurant to the front counter area to console a drug-addicted lunatic about the need to calm down. And I would not care if a lunatic did calm down and then later complained about me being too assertive for their liking, and got me instant dismissal at a place of employment. Better for that happening, than seeing anyone under the age of 20 lose their chance at adulthood. When I admit that I mucked around as a teenager, trying to undo the psychological damage of being a teenage father before I was ready.

I don't think I have ever been this honest on a debate forum in my life.

UnSubRocky wrote on Oct 23^rd, 2024 at 1:36am:

Aurora Complexus wrote on Oct 23rd, 2024 at 12:51am: I do not tolerate bullshit, so you should decide right now if you want to be my friend, or not. Oh, come on... There is an element of truth about what I say. For example, I am an egomaniacal, single, non-custodial father of several adult children. I pretend to be a sociopathic stalker of discussion forums, because I get off on the fact that I can make people laugh at my demented sense of humour, even if I don't get any feedback praising my efforts. The fact that you think I was banging women in the 1980s and getting paid $20 to go home and shut up, you might as well just say that you think I am some kind of perverted 60 y.o. In reality, I am a love-lorn 45 y.o. man who lost his ex-girlfriend to her career when I was 25 years old. When I found out that she had a little girl, whilst I was in mental health, it took a hospital visit before I knew that I was still in good shape to make it as a potential father figure. However, with a strictly religious mother, and a father who was more interested in bad-mouthing women in order to keep his marriage alive, I had to bury my mindset into being the "big brother" figure amongst my co-workers. More recently, I have come to be an "uncle" figure among my teenage and young adult co-workers at a restaurant I have frequented. I would willingly walk from the wash up section of that restaurant to the front counter area to console a drug-addicted lunatic about the need to calm down. And I would not care if a lunatic did calm down and then later complained about me being too assertive for their liking, and got me instant dismissal at a place of employment. Better for that happening, than seeing anyone under the age of 20 lose their chance at adulthood. When I admit that I mucked around as a teenager, trying to undo the psychological damage of being a teenage father before I was ready. I don't think I have ever been this honest on a debate forum in my life.

You were a father from a young age? It could easily have happened to me. My "saving grace" was that I got into drugs, also from a young age.

I was basically asexual for most of my teens and twenties. Those are also danger years for a pedophile. Oddly perhaps, I was never interested in heroin (or any opioid) it just seemed like money to get a good night's sleep. I wanted to stay awake, and be more awake always (LSD was my favorite drug, but I liked speed, pot and mushrooms too.) I never got the munchies, I was always for higher delights like listening to music. Somewhere in there I got a love of yoga, and it was yoga which brought me back down when I lost my darling, drug taking girlfriend. When she went to the mental hospital (and they gave her electrotherapy if you can believe it) I realized my time of taking as much drugs as I could get, was ending. I am very sorry for what I got her into.

That is as honest as I've ever been on an internet forum ;)

Aurora Complexus wrote on Oct 22^nd, 2024 at 9:23pm:

Bobby. wrote on Oct 22nd, 2024 at 9:04pm: Aurora Complexus wrote on Oct 22nd, 2024 at 8:57pm: Bobby. wrote on Oct 22nd, 2024 at 8:46pm: USR made many women happy.    ;D 20 bucks for a cab home, rather dates the narrative. You can barely book a cab for that now  ;) Women in their 20's are just as horny as blokes. They root all the time.   ;D This is true, but just as with men it's a skill and a habit. Some women in their twenties practically never have sex, and just so for some men. Don't generalize, unless you too are a General of the boudoir.

Sorry - no confessions here.     :-X         :)

Aurora Complexus wrote on Oct 23^rd, 2024 at 2:26am:

You were a father from a young age? It could easily have happened to me. My "saving grace" was that I got into drugs, also from a young age. I was basically asexual for most of my teens and twenties. Those are also danger years for a pedophile. Oddly perhaps, I was never interested in heroin (or any opioid) it just seemed like money to get a good night's sleep. I wanted to stay awake, and be more awake always (LSD was my favorite drug, but I liked speed, pot and mushrooms too.) I never got the munchies, I was always for higher delights like listening to music. Somewhere in there I got a love of yoga, and it was yoga which brought me back down when I lost my darling, drug taking girlfriend. When she went to the mental hospital (and they gave her electrotherapy if you can believe it) I realized my time of taking as much drugs as I could get, was ending. I am very sorry for what I got her into. That is as honest as I've ever been on an internet forum ;)

You can stick your winking eyes up your backside. I think I know who you are. People have been talking about you. Your "darling, drug-taking girlfriend" was actually a former friend of mine. The moment you mentioned "electrotherapy", it dawned upon me that you were the person that drove her to suicide.

I received a phone call from her mother, the morning of your "darling, drug-taking girlfriend" having passed away. One thing that I remember from that wake was her friend telling me that your ex-girlfriend (as the case may be rightly labelled). My then girlfriend had to do the blood work on your ex-girlfriend, in an autopsy. My girlfriend then spent the next few months investigating, in her spare time, the effects of why your ex-girlfriend decided to do what she did -- even with the "special sauce" in your ex-girlfriend's bloodstream.

I am not allowed to make any accusations, as there are 200,000 people in the 150km radius that made baseless accusations against your ex-girlfriend's circle of friends. But, if it was you who left a mark on her foot that looked like a needle puncture, you have about 10,000 people in the Transport Workers Union that you need to apologise. One of their drivers passed away after having a long battle with depression. He knows all too well how difficult your ex had things.

In fact, I am not even going to make an accusation against you, as you obviously have some post trauma symptoms that could be relatable to any number of factors. "Asexual" you certainly are. And you have been "asexual" most of your life. You are very honest, and I now appreciate how honest you have been on this internet forum.

Bobby. wrote on Oct 23^rd, 2024 at 6:10am:

Sorry - no confessions here.     :-X         :)

Bobby, you can add someone to your list of potential ASPD candidates. It definitely is not me. I now see myself as seriously Obessive Compulsive, for the rest of my days. And I am going to live until I am in my 90s.

90 is also the IQ of someone else on this forum. I kind of wondered why 'he' did not understand what I meant. 'He' does not even have any friends anymore. Just a lot of track marks.

UnSubRocky wrote on Oct 23^rd, 2024 at 9:12am:

Aurora Complexus wrote on Oct 23rd, 2024 at 2:26am: You were a father from a young age? It could easily have happened to me. My "saving grace" was that I got into drugs, also from a young age. I was basically asexual for most of my teens and twenties. Those are also danger years for a pedophile. Oddly perhaps, I was never interested in heroin (or any opioid) it just seemed like money to get a good night's sleep. I wanted to stay awake, and be more awake always (LSD was my favorite drug, but I liked speed, pot and mushrooms too.) I never got the munchies, I was always for higher delights like listening to music. Somewhere in there I got a love of yoga, and it was yoga which brought me back down when I lost my darling, drug taking girlfriend. When she went to the mental hospital (and they gave her electrotherapy if you can believe it) I realized my time of taking as much drugs as I could get, was ending. I am very sorry for what I got her into. That is as honest as I've ever been on an internet forum ;) You can stick your winking eyes up your backside. I think I know who you are. People have been talking about you. Your "darling, drug-taking girlfriend" was actually a former friend of mine. The moment you mentioned "electrotherapy", it dawned upon me that you were the person that drove her to suicide. I received a phone call from her mother, the morning of your "darling, drug-taking girlfriend" having passed away. One thing that I remember from that wake was her friend telling me that your ex-girlfriend (as the case may be rightly labelled). My then girlfriend had to do the blood work on your ex-girlfriend, in an autopsy. My girlfriend then spent the next few months investigating, in her spare time, the effects of why your ex-girlfriend decided to do what she did -- even with the "special sauce" in your ex-girlfriend's bloodstream. I am not allowed to make any accusations, as there are 200,000 people in the 150km radius that made baseless accusations against your ex-girlfriend's circle of friends. But, if it was you who left a mark on her foot that looked like a needle puncture, you have about 10,000 people in the Transport Workers Union that you need to apologise. One of their drivers passed away after having a long battle with depression. He knows all too well how difficult your ex had things. In fact, I am not even going to make an accusation against you, as you obviously have some post trauma symptoms that could be relatable to any number of factors. "Asexual" you certainly are. And you have been "asexual" most of your life. You are very honest, and I now appreciate how honest you have been on this internet forum.

But Sherlock, my ex girlfriend is still alive. She has one child (an adult daughter) and is better off without me.

Rocky: no bad feelings though, about how you "think you know who I am."

Guys typically enjoy drugs more than girls do, so it's quite common that guys get a girl into drugs and then dump her when she can't hack it.

And that's the most cynical and self-blaming way to describe the disaster that happened with my girlfriend. I thought we were breaking up by mutual agreement. I went to my own place whenever some guy she fancied came to visit (and she had her own place btw, a place I practically never went.) She would go to town with the older woman who lived on the same commune, and I don't know if they were doing smack or doing guys, because I never asked. I thought we both good hippies in that respect: an open marriage, without actual marriage.

I am very certain that we broke up because she wanted to have a kid, and I didn't. It's my fault that she did so many drugs, but when we left each other it was because we didn't want each other any more.

We were both adults. We didn't need to "break up" and we didn't need to pretend to be friends. There was a difference of life plan which could not be reconciled. I'm very sad about it, but I don't feel guilty at all.

Aurora Complexus wrote on Oct 24^th, 2024 at 7:41pm:

But Sherlock, my ex girlfriend is still alive. She has one child (an adult daughter) and is better off without me.

It has been a month since you wrote this. I have been busy dealing with personal matters that have irritated me or left me heartbroken. Yet, this response has left me speechless.

Are you admitting to being a failure in life? Because, as far as I can tell, you really are a failure.

I happen to be single as a voluntary measure. Given that I have had death threats made against me in the last 6 months, it is not a surprise that my demeanour is becoming soured. However, I won't give up on being the lone anti-hero type in the "game of life".

From what I have told people, I have 6 daughters and 2 sons. All illegitimate. The fact that I have been registered as a sperm donor since I was 22 years of age means that the idea of paying child support has been waived for someone like me. So, there is that "You're a loser. But you are kind" type personality assessment that I get from the community.

My eldest daughter is 32 years old. I am 45 years old. You can imagine the sort of drama being a young father has on one's life. The mother was 17 years old when she gave birth. Had it not been for the mother's personal circumstances that meant she had considerable excuses for her behaviour, she might well have a criminal record.

I have reached a point in my life where my 17 y.o. daughter has come to work at the same business I attend. People think that it is sweet to have a daughter work at the same restaurant. But, she does customer service. I wash up and keep the store running sufficiently. If something were to happen to me, I have noted that there would be a bit of an implosion of the business.

My adult daughter would not be better off without me.

Aurora Complexus wrote on Nov 23^rd, 2024 at 8:33pm:

Rocky: no bad feelings though, about how you "think you know who I am." Guys typically enjoy drugs more than girls do, so it's quite common that guys get a girl into drugs and then dump her when she can't hack it. And that's the most cynical and self-blaming way to describe the disaster that happened with my girlfriend. I thought we were breaking up by mutual agreement. I went to my own place whenever some guy she fancied came to visit (and she had her own place btw, a place I practically never went.) She would go to town with the older woman who lived on the same commune, and I don't know if they were doing smack or doing guys, because I never asked. I thought we both good hippies in that respect: an open marriage, without actual marriage. I am very certain that we broke up because she wanted to have a kid, and I didn't. It's my fault that she did so many drugs, but when we left each other it was because we didn't want each other any more. We were both adults. We didn't need to "break up" and we didn't need to pretend to be friends. There was a difference of life plan which could not be reconciled. I'm very sad about it, but I don't feel guilty at all.

I will tell you another "loser" story about myself: I decided to stay single when I turned 29 years of age. I had almost given up on life. The trouble is that I did not know that I had a few stalkers who were trying to decide my fate. One such dickhead to give me trouble happened to be my teenage son. He was such a retard that I started to wonder if he really was my son. But, it turned out that his mother could not get pregnant with her husband and insisted on the affair with a teenager not even of legal age. Long story short, the child grew up to become a narcissistic personality disordered psychopath, because his mother was more interested in protecting her reputation with damage controlled pampering of her son than to try and enforce a life of discipline and hard work ethics. I felt so sorry for her husband. But, atleast the dick-breath decided to quit on the whole community and move on to be with his Allah. Unbuggeringbelievable. All that was left was to deal with his dipshid boyfriends who thought they were tough. But, they have given up trying to avenge their bucket.

I was not a very good person in my 20s. But, at least I owned the faults I had. Even when I had exceptional circumstances that granted me the right to lawfully kill someone, I decided against doing so. This stoicism has given me a good reputation around town, and a clean criminal record. However, these last few weeks have been very trying for me that politics and the next Federal election might be what determines whether I have to take matters into my own hands.

You talk about taking drugs in your youth. Unless I misread, you admitted to being a paedophile. You are basically my enemy. I had dated a few emergency workers in my time. Not for long. It was obvious that their choice of career was at odds with my personality. I'm autistic, and I tend to overthink things. If my girlfriend or wife was shot whilst on duty, how would I react? I could only rationalise things by thinking about how I managed to survive harsh ordeals that included preventing the death of a female police officer with some quick thinking.

Can you imagine being alive only due to having a mental condition that allows you to blur out the emotional side of things and see things in terms of long-term planning? Can you also imagine having your plans thwarted by people that know you have long-term planning and options available that lead them to eradicate the most fortuitous goals? I have enemies that block my upwardly mobile standard of living, out of a matter of being jealous that they did not plan for their future. I was almost a vigilante the other week. And then I realised that they had their reasons why they opted to do what they do. Now, I have to refocus my energies for next week's trials of revenge.

Drugs and paedophilia: What a combination! I have had my own battles with alcohol. But, given the worst that it does me is to lose a day's wages through the cost of alcohol consumption and the hangover feeds that I have to have to recover, it is not an issue too much for a once a month drinker.

My issue with drug users is that you would have had a supplier. I know where the supply is coming from. I know where it is going. What irritates me the most is the hero-homicidalist mindset of the state and federal governments in allowing this to continue, whilst the law-abiding people of this country have to suffer the social and financial consequences.

Paedophilia is one of the consequences of taking drugs. Your mind does not care when it is drug-affected. Trust me, I kissed a 14 y.o. girl on her forehead to comfort her about her drug-affected father's abuse. What I got from that attempt to settle her down? Being mislabeled her boyfriend. And trying to talk that young lady out of treating me in a blackmailed way was just another reason she added to her suicidal tendencies. But, atleast she settled down as a 17 y.o.

I think you are a bit of a cuck, Aurora. I don't know you. But you come off sounding like a real cuckold. If my girlfriend cheated on me, she would have one chance to make amends. If she kept at it, we would be done. If my wife cheated on me, I would wonder why we got married in the first place. I would not give her a second chance.

I don't even bother trying to justify the rationale behind things. If my girlfriend asked me to sleep with her friend, it would take some convincing for me to understand why she would want me to sleep with her friend. But, I would never ask her to sleep with another guy. Any attempt at her asking me for permission to sleep around would be met with an immediate break-up. I. just. cannot. be. bothered. with. bogus. relationships.

One such bad time for me was when I was beginning a relationship with a woman that I thought was perfect for me. Then I found out that she was bisexual and having a pre-existing relationship with a complete lezzo. I was made the victim of this stupid, childish misandrist game. I just cut both of them off completely. In fact, it had been made abundantly clear to me that these two women were so "together" since they were as close as they could be, I decided that I was the stupid one for thinking that I could satisfy the young lady. The lesbian turned out to be a complete nutter. She had this superhero fantasy, ever since her teenaged years. Even her early adult years yielded not a great deal of change.

You are either in it to win it. Otherwise, you can have your participation ribbon.

UnSubRocky wrote on Nov 28^th, 2024 at 10:48pm:

I think you are a bit of a cuck, Aurora. I don't know you. But you come off sounding like a real cuckold. If my girlfriend cheated on me, she would have one chance to make amends. If she kept at it, we would be done. If my wife cheated on me, I would wonder why we got married in the first place. I would not give her a second chance. I don't even bother trying to justify the rationale behind things. If my girlfriend asked me to sleep with her friend, it would take some convincing for me to understand why she would want me to sleep with her friend. But, I would never ask her to sleep with another guy. Any attempt at her asking me for permission to sleep around would be met with an immediate break-up. I. just. cannot. be. bothered. with. bogus. relationships. One such bad time for me was when I was beginning a relationship with a woman that I thought was perfect for me. Then I found out that she was bisexual and having a pre-existing relationship with a complete lezzo. I was made the victim of this stupid, childish misandrist game. I just cut both of them off completely. In fact, it had been made abundantly clear to me that these two women were so "together" since they were as close as they could be, I decided that I was the stupid one for thinking that I could satisfy the young lady. The lesbian turned out to be a complete nutter. She had this superhero fantasy, ever since her teenaged years. Even her early adult years yielded not a great deal of change. You are either in it to win it. Otherwise, you can have your participation ribbon.

Some people think that having a "relationship" requires that both partners are monogamous for each other. Fine, if those are the rules you want to play by, but there's no need to call me names because I don't do that "ownership" crap.

That's not why I broke up. If it had been (denying my girlfriend sex with other men) then we'd just have broken up earlier.

You're basically adopting a rule based on jealousy which makes it harder to stay with a woman. If you really love her, you should want whatever is best for her.