Soren wrote on Aug 7
th, 2010 at 5:32pm:
The question is - what are you doubting? That the bus will not be on time i not enough. What is the ubiquitous doubt you have of the metaphysical foundations of your thinking?
It is not what I am doubting, but that I must doubt which is the point… That I must accept that the abyss of doubt necessarily and unassailably stands between me and the apprehension of absolute knowledge. While that may seem obvious, it is most commonly overlooked - its antithesis, manifesting in many, as a sense of certitude that owes little or nothing to art and everything to a naively arrogant and overwrought sense of faculty.
Soren wrote on Aug 7
th, 2010 at 5:32pm:
At this point you rhetorically equate doubt and god or faith - this is just silly.
And yet a lack of doubt - absolute certainty – is that which theists claim for themselves as a testament and the clearest proof (no less) to their fidelity, their surrender, to god, relegating even the mention of doubt to the netherworld of the human condition and branding even its conscious pondering as evidence of the subject’s capitulation to the demonic. Doubt (or the mortal fear of its invincibility) becomes for the theist the state of mind that “dare not (or should rightly not) speak its name”, lest the theist fall by the wayside or succumb to darkness. Such fantastic claims of absolute certitude are so prevalent in religious consciousness that it has become almost a sine qua non of theism.
It is, however, certainly the stuff of great theatre!! Think of those scenes in “The Exorcist” where it was Father Damien’s doubt that the devil used against him. Of course, the true meaning of those scenes went deeper than just an inquiry into the consequences of a priest’s passive doubt – for who in their right minds would doubt the existence of the supernatural, having witnessed Regan’s possession, in real life? No, Father Damien was being taunted for having once doubted at all… Theism’s sin of sins for which only the most sincere, austere and dramatic atonement is redemptive.
Soren wrote on Aug 7
th, 2010 at 5:32pm:
It is honest only in so far as saying 'I am not even going talk about the foundations of my thinking lest I sound like some absolutist theist"
It is an honest (and transformative) act to stand at the abyss of doubt and acknowledge its invincibility. Neither arrogating to oneself any claims of transcendent faculty nor denial of its ubiquitous presence.
Soren wrote on Aug 7
th, 2010 at 5:32pm:
Back to my first question: what is the foundation of your certainty, your purpose and meaning. What are your pillars? What do you doubt?
My pillars? That doubt is unassailable. That an honest and healthy sense of certainty is contingent upon this. That recognition of opportunity is the result our preparation and readiness to receive it. That we should seek the opportunity to develop a sense of certainty as the art of being sure, to maintain a sense of courage as the art of being strong and to practise compassion as the art of empathy, yet always and ever, at the 3 o'clock of our soul, conceding, with grace, the fact that we could of course be wrong.