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So anyway, one time I did something without anticipating the consequences of my actions and it wrecked this other person. I had no regrets for what I did just that I felt bad about the end result.
I was crying daily for a good while.
I decided to pray, asking for forgiveness, whilst in tears, for what happened, thinking 'out loud' (how do you describe prayer?) that I didn't feel bad for what I did, only what happened.
I got this sensation, my body froze up and I couldn't move, and I had this feeling, about 10cm or so thick, in a bar, going up and down my body, quickly, probably 10-20 times in about 1 second, then I felt this 'ball', made of the same energy bouncing around inside my chest cavity.
Now I don't know what this was, but in my opinion, having experienced it, it was more than sheer coincidence.
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