I can understand a child being afraid of the dark, but I cannot understand an adult being afraid of the light.
Plato
Q.
Why are small children afraid of the dark?
A.
I believe, because as small children we still have some residual memory, of what
evil
resides [in the spirit realm,] in the darkness!
Personally, i believe that we are never closer [in this life] to our God 'consciousness', than when we first 'arrive' here.
And that is why little children still do [seem to] believe, in the reality of 'magical' experiences, and
can believe in things not seen [with their eyes].
We all know that so innocently, children can accept, what they encounter, or what they experience.
But so soon, within a few years, that consciousness , that innocence, will fade away - as we 'go native', as the 'presence' of this 'reality' kicks in!
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Luke 18:15
And they brought unto him also infants, that he would touch them: but when his disciples saw it, they rebuked them.
16 But Jesus called them unto him, and said, Suffer little children to come unto me, and forbid them not: for of such is the kingdom of God.
17 Verily I say unto you, Whosoever shall not receive the kingdom of God as a little child shall in no wise enter therein.
John 3:3
Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.
4 Nicodemus saith unto him, How can a man be born when he is old? can he enter the second time into his mother's womb, and be born?
5 Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.
6
That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit.
7 Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again.
8 The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit.
9 Nicodemus answered and said unto him, How can these things be?
10 Jesus answered and said unto him, Art thou a master of Israel, and knowest not these things?
11 Verily, verily, I say unto thee, We speak that we do know, and testify that we have seen; and ye receive not our witness.
12 If I have told you earthly things, and ye believe not, how shall ye believe, if I tell you of heavenly things?
Quote:
"......That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit."
If you want to re-discover the spiritual child within you, read the Psalms.
http://www.blueletterbible.org/kjv/Psa/Psa001.html#topThere is no disgrace in being afraid of
spiritual darkness.
Your fear of such an 'environment', rather
demonstrates, that you have developed some spiritual common sense.