I googled narcissist to get a definition:
“Narcissistic personality disorder is a mental health condition in which people have an unreasonably high sense of their own importance. They need and seek too much attention and want people to admire them. People with this disorder may lack the ability to understand or care about the feelings of others.”      6 Apr 2023.

https://www.google.com/search?q=narcissist&oq=narcissist&aqs=chrome..69i57.8130j0j1&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

     I have posted readings about a person I’ve known since 1970s, whose ex-wife labelled him ‘a big head’, she often complained her husband doesn’t talk to her. Her husband I’v previously posted as Mr X told me “he refuses to be told what to do” I suggest he has a dislike expressed to himself by anger of being told what to do by school teachers and parents whom force school homework, using this excuse to continue not having conversations with his wife. My knowing him during brief periods had more to do with myself creating most conversations, his association with me had more to do with believing he was more intelligent than myself, aided by his A grade HSC certificated education, prided himself on his grammar and spelling talents.
     Resent comment on ABC Breakfast approved by all in the conversation, stating being a good speller is a talent not to be confused with being intelligent, which most people assume being a good speller is a sign of being an intelligent thinker.
     I’d say figuring out how to spell words requires too shorter attention span and limited criteria being letters, on successfully figuring out spelling words, brain chemical rewards on using mere letters psychologically conditions human brains to spend short periods of assuming knowledge of letter sounds to build spelling word answers to be either true or false. Knowledge being specific to connecting neuron thoughts, limited to letters increases brain capacity desires for emotional stimuli rewards for short streams of data, data too short to be conclusive collection of conceptual thought(s). Sports are creating data of visually seen short and simple repeated data streams, opportunities for narcissist judgemental confidence building. When confronted with a complex argument having grey probable outcomes, narcissists need to feel inner brain intelligent to be important, complex thought confusions denies quick brain chemical rewards.

     My years of analysing people whom I met and conversed with using my theories most people would reject as being wrong. Even though my theories have detailed reasons why many media presented stories have unrealistic engineering abilities, having presented why media stated as true events can’t happen, most listeners cannot persuade themselves to acknowledge their beliefs are incorrect.
     Human inner brain hippocampus and amygdala, I googled amygdala:

“Your amygdala is a small part of your brain, but it has a big job. It's a major processing centre for emotions. It also links your emotions to many other brain abilities, especially memories, learning and your senses. When it doesn't work as it should, it can cause or contribute to disruptive feelings and symptoms.” 11 Apr 2023.

     ‘When it (amygdala) doesn't work as it should, it can cause or contribute to disruptive feelings and symptoms’ is the idea I’m attempting to argue.

     Several more symptoms I contribute to narcissistic behaviours mentioned in the above website attachment continued reading being ‘But behind this mask of extreme confidence, they are not sure of their self-worth and are easily upset by the slightest criticism.’
     People whom use brain chemical stimuli (endorphin and dopamine) to self-medicate childhood and teenager learning stress traumas ‘depression’ I often accuse mostly derived from school education mental stresses, humans whom to reduce workload increasing traumas by cutting corners and focusing attentions on simpler activities, noting visually seen sports. Playing sports allows visually seen simple judgements to increase delusions of intelligence supported by amygdala brain chemical stimuli fuelling narcissism, creating many neuron connections to cement/fix narcissistic behaviours, being part of a cheering audience, narcissists desire not to communicate any words which could be criticised by others, challenging delusions of importance being highly intelligent, superior speller.

     Young 5 years of age children attending school, being with many children increases inner brain insecurity: fear of seen by other children as dumb; fear of being bullied; etc., teachers talking too fast having few silent periods for children to process short term memories, children not hearing previously spoken information, children’s brains have to process incomplete thoughts to create memories with hopeful intentions of remembering processed assumed ideas longer than a few minutes of short term memory. Insecurity fears of being seen as incorrect neuron connections are repeatedly created and remembered, repeated memorising which last as long as behaviours tasks are demanded by teachers and parents wanting completed homework.
     Narcissism comes about as children ignore their failings fears focusing on creating alternative positively felt stimulated talents, one being judging follow students performances as poorer than their own performances to distract students own failings, receiving amygdala delusional induced brain chemical rewards self-medicating fears and insecurity.

     My noticed experience is that narcissism and other mental illnesses can worsen as people age depending on the behavioural environment path people are on.
     Mr X when I first met was timid, married a ‘country girl’ women who had little choice who to marry other than Mr X, she was demanding more verbal communication from Mr X. Mr X was brought up in house of don’t talk at the dinner table, eldest of four children. After his wife ended the marriage around 1990, Mr X as a narcissist his rejection effecting his emotional belief in his all knowing superiority based on an A grade HSC education speller and imaginary expert at grammar, further influenced by how good he could throw darts, Mr X’s inner brain fight or flight reaction was to seek medication via doctor prescribed drugs, soon after got himself diagnosed with depression, by around 1992 obtained a CenterLink disability pension, for his entire life, has been medicated for depression ever since, financed by federal government.
     Because Mr X was so demoralised by rejection by his trophy wife, knowing few thought provoking skills to remember other than throwing darts competition wins, Mr X dwelling on his demoralised memories, by year 2000 his depression worsened, consuming the strongest anti depression drugs which could be prescribed.
     Using my resent conversations relating to media lies: spacecraft travel; etc., Mr X uses sudden busts of anger to repress my further statements being unable to converse an argument why my statements are incorrect.

     Mr X’s inability to reason out rationalised arguments I blame on: quiz show format of short data streams; school education spelling and maths task stressing encouraging children to teenagers to self-medicate mental stress using delusional self-gratification narcissism thoughts for mere carrying out easy memory tasks aged 5 years children could achieve if they weren’t so mentally stressed by long 6 hour days of being held in classrooms repeatedly doing much the same tasks curriculum.

     I conclude Mr X’s lack of rationalising thoughts experiences, relying on emotional brain stimuli self-mediation delusions, which overall over time worsened his narcissistic condition, Mr X doesn’t talk to any person in fear of being demoralised by unfamiliar conversations he can’t compete in order to gain a feeling of being a winner and or being a dominate character.

     The middle aged man who killed four people in Bondi Junction West Field shopping centre who had issues with women, myself assuming women were rejecting him due to his said by parents angry behaviour had much the same issues as my Mr X.

     I can’t help to notice media television programming have increased programming tactics to shorten streams of knowledge into ‘photo slide show’ imaging fast quick glimpses of mostly ‘no information’ people’s faces. Commercial station 20 minutes of commercials for every 40 minutes of programs, 60 minutes scheduling, commercials are often focused at child-like intelligence entertainments which have little promotional value on products on sale.
     Programs advertised as comedy, canned laughter after every comment distances sentence to next sentence probable meaningful connection using loud laughter noise, whether following sentences have meaningful connections, psychological conditioning not to short term remember ideas of recently heard sentences making meaningful connections with following sentences becomes a behavioural habit.
     Most dramas are about murder investigations, limiting heard conversations to people and moving from place to place locations, violent scuffles, gun scenes, same limited ideas using fast movement car and on foot running chases.
     Sport… dogs love chasing balls, having no frontal lobes as humans have, little brain capacity for thinking language, many humans love watching ball manipulation sports, as though humans are repressing language base thinking behaviours, keeping comment awareness simple.

     Federal governments make rules about prime television channels must have a percentage of Australian produced productions, yet seemingly have no rules on dumb down human intelligence productions.

     Federal government provide tax payer money grant subsides to Australian film industry which overall many are seen as violent outback bible story format movies, yet school students would learn far easier in schools of Australian history if Australian history were produced in movie formats financed with tax payers. Yet I suggest school education is designed to make learning Australian history as well as everything else difficult to remember, using mental stress negative reinforcements, that knowing information is punishing to learning senses, having to remember data the difficult way, students forced to select short streams of data for periodic examinations.

     Human ability to correctly think out problem issues, exampling RBA interest rates increases fight inflation or think to realise interest rate increases are causing increased inflation. The more news stories make short simple to understand comments that RBA are fighting inflation to more dog intelligent humans believe lies.

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